Wednesday, June 18, 2008
10:27 AM

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work

posted by crazyyuan
struggling, bz, coping, standing afloat.. lol thats how i would describe me at my new job. cant say i am doing very well. learning TONS of stuff.. to put more accurately. how to do tons of stuff. the nitty gritty ones. even how to send email correctly. i have commit quite a few mistakes so far..

just hope my boss' paitence isnt wearing thin.. lol . that would be sad.. to only survive here 3 months.. seem like ages ..

as i see my friends do well.. i am happy for them.. then i keep looking at myself and where i am now.. i go haiz.. perhaps i am just too anxious. perhaps i was not anxious enough
Friday, June 13, 2008
12:44 AM

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hanging on.

posted by crazyyuan
its been some times since i posted. yes work has been piling up on me, around me.
there are tons of thing i think i dun noe. and this fact is somehow also making me feel unsure of a lot more other things. as i question myself and my abilites. i keep thinking.. why me. there is someone who can do this task better than me. then again. i have to be brave, and i have to learn, i am give the chance to start from scratch.. from zero, from nothing.. i must cherish it. with my best without saying anything stupid..

haiz.. when will i get the hang of things?