it rain this afternoon.. it was quite a heavy rain.. when the train got out of the tunnel after lavender.. i was suprised at the downpour in kallang.. for it had stopped raining at somerset..
the rain remindered me of a friend.. someone who loved rainy days..but i had more pressing thoughts on my mind..i hoped that it would not be raining in Tampines.. cos it that would mean that i cannot cycle home.. and my bike will get rustier than ever...
luckily.. the rain had stopped at bedok.. and when i reached tampines.. when i walked out of the mrt station.. a beautiful sight welcomed me~ haha.. i was really a beautiful sight.. the grass, trees and bushes looked greener and fresher after the downpour that must have happened earlier in the day.. even the the floor.. although till puddler-ly was glimming happily... the sky was blue and the air was fresh..i cannot say that i have never seen such a sight before.. but hey.. got to appreciate wat mother nature did right.. it certainly made me forget the tiredness i had from work and the sourness i had seeing all the pple shopping happily at orchard road on a beautiful sunday.. while i have to work.. well wat can i say.. life is full of ups and downs.. when was the last time i enjoyed a sunday off?.. haha.. must be more than a month ago.. but i am still happy..cos .. its sunday!.. but dread.. tmw is monday.. haha.. at least i wun have monday blues.. cos i work on weekends too!.. thats looking on the bright side of life! :)

Well walking down the rows of bike.. i do wat i have always been doing ever since i lost my new bike.. look for a similar one.. well no point really.. cos its gone.. next time i will just appreciate the sky and look out for my old rusty bike instead... and i just realised... (crapping begins here) sometimes how one judge things is based on ones perception.. well .. u can see the rain as a bad thing.. as wat my supervisor of the bk shop did.. for she hoped that it would not rain and result in poorer business for the day.. or u can see the rain as a chance for the poor trees and grass along the road to have a good drink of water and a good shower to wash away the dust and grime..and suddenly made everything look new again!.. and then i looked at wet old bike.. haha.. it does look new.. and i am more worried abt the rust.. maybe one fine day i should go sand down the rust and give it a new coat of paint.. but then thinking of it.. my bike must have been new once.. really.. we all have been babies once.. the big trees have once been a tiny seedling.. now.. how amazing can life be?.. just think abt it.. the bike had been new one.. the pride of its first owner..shiny and fast slick and cool.. and now.. jus because its old and rusty.. and heaven knows have passed though so many hands.. i should be happy that it still works...haha.. after spending money to change its ruber tubing and chain and brakes .. it works like new.. and also.. haha.. let cumbersome than my previous bikes that have diff gears.. those bikes always sound like they will break apart when they go over a curb.. but for this bike.. its so experienced.. that it simply jerks smoothly.. haha.. u are hearing this from someone who is simply too lazy to step down from a curb and often end up crashing into one or crashing after falling one.. so... my bike was old.. so wat.. i am young so wat.. time will pass.. its the journey that counts not the destination.. one day.. i will be old and rusty too.. ...

hoho!!
me got an mp3 player!!!
haha.. went all the way to creative at jurong east and back.. its the creative digital mp3 player mx100.. 128 mb.. when me reached there at 500 this afternoon.. the MuVo slim is already sold out!!.. the one i bough was a backup plan.. and i was the one of the last two on the shelve... so.. i guess i am still lucky..so me grateful .. me happy.. i will be gd for the rest of the year.. ok.. rest of the month.. the player is exactly the size of my phone.. only much lighter.. and if i drop it.. i will die... so keeping my figers and toes crossed *xxxxx xxxxx*all twenty of them!

second day of work at BCH..
well..nothing much interesting happened.. it was the usual packing and arranging of BK.. i must be grateful that there is no easier money for the job that pays five bucks per hour.. yup.. the only bad points abt this job is that u have to handle sizzling hot BK that just comes off the grill.. and with thin protection like the plastic gloves.. only meant for keeping ur hands oil free.. ur skin still risks being cooked when u handle the hot meat...so in time .. everyone working there have iron hands that would not winch at the even the hotest piece of meat...cos in time.. ur hands dun even have time to blister.. they just cook straight away.. haha

good points of the job.. get to see celebrities... got serve lin xiao pei before.. today i met Diana ser.. haha.. and she looks quite small size in real life..

and the nice thing that happened today was that i met Dennis!.. haha.. a friend that i have not seen for a long time.. he's going ntu in two years time.. his gf still have no news from the uni.. and he actually got law... but he dropped it for mass comm.. very interesting decision.. but i must say.. when u have gd results.. u do have certain advantage..cannot really remember the last time i saw him.. for a moment.. could only relate him to Lep which he was not in it.. anyway.. wish him all the best~

i want to buy an mp3 player.. its a want...not a need... me had sort of decided.. not a very informed choice.. but i did some research... under the recommendations of eunice... cos creative having some fun carnival thingy.. MuVo slim at 299 bucks for 256 mb...haiz.. should i ???

LORD OF THE RINGS *LAST 7 DAYS* ...ahhh....*tear hair out*
piss.... there is a twenty percent off from tues to fri after 6 pm..

and there's nip/tuck tonight!! yeahh!!

i am getting long winded.............................tell me why................. i am bored i think... luckily.. i see gunni and rosie online now!! :P

Watched Shrek 2 with eunice just now.. it was really a nice film.. except that i did not quite laugh...
in case some of u guys dun know.. me now working at bee cheng hiang @ sommerset.. the one opp the specalist center.. beside robinson and somewhere next to the OG which is forever closing down sale.. so u guys can imagine.. SALE everywhere now that its shopping season in the Great Singapore sale.. luckily i only work until 4 everyday..haha..so when u guys have any plans on.. still can ask me out.. as long after 4 can lliao.. haha..

like today.. after work.. meet up with gunni whom conincidentally had the exactly the same thoughts as me.. to watch shrek 2.. was thinking of watching also.. but the decision never came so in time.. haha.. or should we say.. very last minute.. as usual..

the movie was nice really.. sounds very fake right?.. if u guys think of watching this movie.. i would say.. u all will enjoy it .. really.. dun noe why.. i dun find things funny nowdays.. except stupid or really really ridiculous things.. i think i can just be the princess in the story who could not laugh.. and my father the king wold marry me off to someone who can actually make me laugh.. haha.. thats funny.. and why do i find that funny?.. maybe because i am laughing at myself.. do i only laugh at pple?...i dun understand.. sometimes i think i do.. when pple are silly.. and i laugh at myself.. cos i am really stupid and retarded to be able to think of ridiculous thngs.. its been a long time since i laughed at a cartoon that was suppose to be funny... i think my brain going all funny.. pun not intended...

anyway.. how come i want to talk abt the movie but i keep diverting... ah.. i want to say.. its really nice.. err.. i think i said it before... its like angela carter... but in pixar movies and a disney mood for kids.. really.. subversion of all fairy tales.. like the princess have to marry a prince charming and live happily ever after.. fiona did marry an orge.. but she also lived happily after.. ah ha... the end is a subversion back to fairy tales.. that there will always be a happy ending... the pussy is so cute!!.. tell u not to judge a person or cat by its looks.. the donkey can be irritating.. but it tells u that friends come in all shape and sizes and manners and it takes a lot not to be irritated by them..
three blind mice.. sleeping beauty.. little red riding hood ..ginger bread man.. three little pigs.. big bad wolf.. fairy god mother..prince charming.. puss in boots. hansel and gretel.. tom thumb and thumberlina..and many many more.. suddenly brought back many memories in me to remind me that i was once also mesmerised by such tales .. although i did not believe in them.. now i suddenly wanted to.. and i did not like the story shrek.. i jus like the plain old happy ever after story.. the movie that twisted ever other story line that i grew up me had me suddenly very protective of the very tales i have grown up with.. how come?.. maybe they were really that influential to me...

i was thinking i could take everything with a pinch of salt u know .. unitl i read ur blog.. joan...
yeah.. was not thinking of making any personal attacks.. but since u already ' What fuck lah!'- which i believe was ur attitude to the outing.. well i dun think there is much for me to keep inside me. i am so terribly sorry for asking u out kindly to join us yesterday.. me and my big mouth and utterly stupid brain had to think of the phrase 'the more the merrier' ha.. obviously it did not turn out anywhere that way.. its sad u know.. next time we will know better then to put u in a spot and ask u to go somewhere that have air conditioning and everything at the last minute and piss the hell out of u like i like doing it... did u hear the rest of us complaining?.. maybe u were just too pissed.. or maybe we were just as pissed.. but or maybe u did not noitice at all..i just realised.. it doesnt take two person to make war.. it just takes a person in a very bad mood and in terrible luck with everthing not going in her way to declare war on everyone else.. the only mistake that i made was not having enough arguments to know u and ur ways better.. yah.. dun worry.. there wun be next time..
good friends? .. maybe...

well..well...
we say things that we dun mean sometimes.. but sometimes we just speak our mind without realising it.. doesnt matter...life is a joke... should take it with a huge pinch of salt.. if u take everything too serious.. the chances are that u will die very very early.. so when u got time.. play with ur pet.. ur family.. and do wat we all love to do RELAXX~~~

yeah... sometimes we may end up in a bad mood.. these are times pple have to accomodate others.. but it is not their obligation to do so really.. unless they really want to make u feel better.. and even if they do.. its best that u show that u appreciate.. if not.. i dun wat are friends for.. why should honesty exist and why should pple even bother abt each other ..

yap.. after much 'nonsense' from joan.. her.. i got no clothes to wear!..i have anynice top!.. i still haven bath!... i dun lke last minute stuff!.. i haven pack yet!.. i dun like this and that...and that sound she always makes..ehhhh...haha.. we finally settled on meeting at parkway at 330.haha.. it is really quite last minute.. but hey..its still not bad.. hope it turns out good..
jus wanna go there to meet up with u guys..miss yah guys..

Be Grateful.
It's been found that super happy people regularly take time out to be thankful for wat they have. Focusing on, and appreciating whats good about right now means less time spent stressing abou what you wish you had done instead
- excerpt from seventeen mag

So before i start complaining.. let me be grateful first..
- i wanna be grateful for the invention of Blogger.. or blogspot watever.. it have given me an entire new outlet to express myself in ways i would not have though of otherwise..
without blogger.. i will be too lazy to write in my diary.. for one of the reason i blog is that i can be read by whomever who bothers to scroll down the page.. for it is true... unless u are extremely bored.. u would not care to visit anyone's life that has a normal routine like anyone else...so.. its the choice that pple have... i noe pple who see my entries and are put off the huge chunks and just read the first and last sentences and skip the rest.. i am glad to know that u are are doing that .. really... i dun noe how to explain.. but i am glad.. at least pple have the choice to 'shut off' whenever they want.. .. it will not be like complaining to any good friend.. a good friend would not bear to tell u.. i am tired of ur complaing.. but just listen on.. but with blogger.. i can complain all the shit in the world and if u guys dun like it.. feel free to close the window :P..but for all the pple who really read my entry and find them entertaining or amusing in one way or another.. i am glad u had enjoy ur dshort stay on my web..thanx!

today is the last day of my robinson job.. i am soo glad.. and in some way sad also.. but of course.. i am more glad.. cos no more dealing with arrogant and irritating customers... ok.. forget abt the bad stuff.. must be grateful for all the friend i made at the store..anna, celest, muna,joanne, jerry, micheal,haslinda, xiao wan, sally, khamisah, simin....and of course,, how can i forget..PEIYU.. haha.. who is now suppose to be my twin sister.. cos pple who have seen us together or separate (she on level one and me on level two).. think we look alike and may be twins.. how.. we stull cannot figure out.. haha... well.. so.. after like so many days of complaining.. we definately.. tested each other;s limit..some how.. got to know each other better.. how much better.. haha.. but i still think not much.. but then look forward to watching harry potter with her!!

yesterday i lost my bike... it was STOLEN.... a urata mountain bike ,, black and yellow.. bought and riden barely for a month.. STOLEN when it was chained to the bicycle lot at tampines mrt station...STOLEN..my second bike lost... on my way home on learning that my bike was STOLEN. i scolded the F----ing bastard all the way.. whoever is that jerk who STOLE my bike is riding i how.. i curse u that you butt rots when u ride it and u crash into every tree on the pavement and kanna knock down by a eightwheeler when u cross the road.. and hopefully u die a pretty ugly death.. dun say i am mean..i am still deciding whether to make a police report..so u watch out..

Hello pple!!!
i am back!! got miss me or not? cos i miss you pple soooo much!!
now writing my blog with a great smile on my face cos i feel that finally.. i have time to update myself on my life again!

Had been working at Robinsons with peiyu for the past one week plus.. i work at the Ladies handbag department.. a place which i think will be a heaven for Joan.. cos i am sure she will find many treasures there.. i myself found many real nice bags.. lucky i do not have my wallet with me when i work.. or i cannot imagine wat i could have done..
anyway.. thats all i wanna say about work.. other then the usual complains that i have aching legs every night after standing for the whole day.. i am glad all this have passed and that three more days!! and i will regain freedom.. and hopefully not bordom :P

its wonderful when one get to spend time with her friends. on monday, me went to k-box with cheryl!.. it was real fun and hope to go there again somethere with all u others out there. today i went out with meiqiang as i was on my way to town to lavender to update my passport.. cos going to go malaysia next month.. then received a msg from gunni that u all going to play basket ball... ah.. me wanna play tooo.. and then jiadai msg that she was going to drop by the lib.. me so wanted to go too.. ah.. me.. wanna do everythng at once.. wanna meet u guys sooo much.. when was the time u all had a gathering that i attended!! i dun care.. next time do or die i must attend our gals outing!!!!

i have something to confess... sob sob.. i shouldnt have brought out my atm card.. thats the only thing that can stop me from spending nowdays... me bought .. two not one jiasaw puzzle at bugis while shopping with meiqiang...arh.. twenty dollars each.. terrible.. i so want to cry at the way i spend money.. but no regrets.. for the jiadaw puzzle was that of puppies!! the cutest puppies in the world!!

To do:
~meet up with 3302 gals
~meet up with guitar club gals
~get my new jiasaw puzzles done
~spend less money
~watch harry potter

wats the matter with me?
who am i trying to convince?
if i am mean to you.. that means that the real zihui talking to u
if i am not mean to you .. it only means that i cannot be bothered to do anything..

so one day if u find that i am particularly unfriendly... forgive me.. me have gotten tired (momentarily) of trying to be nice all the time .. need time to recharge before i can be all nice and goody two shoes again...so till then.. forgive me.. its only me...

its just me ..i dun say nice thngs always... i dun always say nice things.. i always dun say nice things... that would be right...pple are direct.. they praise.. they apprectiate.. i am direct .. if u know me well enough.. u know i will shoot u off in ur face.. but of course if u know me well enough u will know that i dun mean to do that.. i was probably not in a good mood.. meaning.. no energy to be the goody person i am supposed to be..

tHinGs HapPeN For a ReASon.. tHe mOsT iMpoRTaNt BeIng knOwIng wAt tHe rEasOn iS..



hmm.. just trying this out with the Blogthis! icon on the goggle tool bar

met up with cheryl on friday.. played badminton at the neighbourhood badminton court.. havent seen her for a long long time.. i think ever since the last guitar session.. much less talk to her.. we had a good time.. went to drink bubble tea and when window shopping at tm and cs for her mother;s day prezzie..and also to look at tube bras..haha.. .. thinking of it.. i think we talked more than we played badmnton which only lasted for like.. an hour.. so we gave up and went for a drink instead.... for we had so much to catch up with each other..i was actually once quite close to her when we were in sec sch.. but drifted apart after some matters..
seeing cheryl always reminded me of our late friend khum ... and perhaps its after the meeting up with cheryl yesterday.. i dreamed of her. that night... in the dream it was as if i saw khum.. but it turned out to be her look alike.. or maybe her sister.. but the image was so clear... some times on the streets.. its so easily to mistake someone for her.. for i can always remember her distinct style of walking.. and sometimes still can remember the stuff she says and how she says them.. but i am glad cheryl is still a very happy person..
still miss our friend dearly... may her always be well...

~~>Yeah!!. Expo days are over!!!
will be free until the May 12 when we have to go back to centerpoint shopping center for thr great singapore sale.. haha.... finally... no more standing behind the freezing cashier and no more packing of heavy trolleys.. no more making mistakes when giving change.. stressfull sia. haha.. most of all.. no more the eating at that kind of place where the food price is twice the cost of everything outside...
its been a fun experience... made lots of friends.. seen all kind of pple..

~~>me got a new bike!! .. yeah!!!.. me go happy.. its a mountain bike .yellow and black.. sooo cool... sad also.. cos the other disney fest bike was stolen.. due to my ignorance..cos i simply was too lazy to lock it... ok.. its my fault... i will always lock my bike from now on :P.. me will also ride more safely .. and stop riding into lamp posts...

~~> me wanna go to tangs!.. cos iriver got some exhibition there.. gatta buy an mp3 player!! anyone game?.. no.. too rash... no money..

~~> going Lu Yuan on the 8 may with joan and daidai!!.looking forward to going back to tj..

Finally can update my blog.. dun noe wats wrong with it a few days ago..