i am sooooo tired,
but looking forward to the stalkers outing later. but got one prob. forgot to bring my hp

so sian.. on the train today. i was thinking of bdae lists..ha.. not another bdae entry. not another wish list.. and i was thinking of an a-z one..lol dun worry, it wun cost u guys a cent. really tired from work.

wanted to org a chalet. 2day 1 night. weekdays prefered and non sch hoils. choose 17-19. sent a range of dates to the gals.. sadly.. fewer than two can make it then..haiz. next time bah.. then i look at the calender. the next holi is in december. thats like.. sch holis. so next year bah. perhaps a dinner is much much more easier. so mean time. who wants a chalet 2 day 1 night, 2.30pm- next day 1030pm. @$60 with 2 wild wild wet ticks.. ha.. drop me a msg. well quite cheap right. no lobang also only 70 bucks (union memeber) only.. no wonder everyone is having chalets..lol

gtg back to work.. sian.. reports and log book to write.. wat am i going to do..
and then.. anyone with contacts for sponsorship for men's clothes?..lol
i need a rest. i need foc.. i need freshies to freshen up my life.. to think the dinner later will be with a bunch of stale freshies le..lol

haha.. something v old.. dun be turned off by it yet.. i think its nice!



and titanic 2~~

well well..
wat happened to me the last few wks?
my bro came back from china.. so that explains whyi dun really have the comp no more..
how abt this entry? he 's going back reservist.ooohoo!
and then first july.. we getting faster broadband!.. mirc here i come..hee
then wireless around the house!!,muahaha..
then there's foc to look forward to.. be it SA or GL. i am sure it will still be fun..
haiz.. counting down to two weeks in premiere global and tons of bdae coming up.. not to mention mine...lolx..sian.. still wondering wats doing to happen.. thinking somewhere along the line of locking myself in the room and cleaning it up..ha.. nahhh

then theres the gals outing.. jia late man.. rosie. i dun noe which match is exciting.. perhps i can try the last two?.. date.. 2006-07-09.. still far.. we decide again when we meet up for shuhui's bdae yeah..ha.. slacker.. to think i want to work in an events company next time.. i think i will suck at it.. i am only proud of the xmas exchange event last year..lol yes.. i am not a planner .. imprompt me and i will do better..

so well that all so far.. bdaes and football and work.. hall stuff..new roomie.. freedom. no money. looking for some quick bucks.. anything thats decent and pay mroe than $4.50 is fine.. got lobang pls recommend..ha.

its exactly 2 months le.. i dun noe if anyone cares.. i am not talking abt PA.. that has freaking one more month left. i noe wat i am like. at lot of things really dp whether i want to put the effort to think abt it.. if i dun,perhaps i just cant be bother. some pple calls it selective memory. u only remember wat u choose to remember.. lol if i remember.. that means it mattered to be.. so this must be it

yes.. i am very tired. but i am also constantly grateful for the freedom i am having now. no need to report to anyone. no need to be fearful of offending anyone.no need to be especially tactful or even be careful of stepping one anyone's slipper. it took me one guy to realise wat i really want.ha.. freedom... sometime i wun be letting go of for a long long time..

work sucks.. so much i dun want to talk anymore abt it

i miss the tj gals.. i miss them quite a bit.. i admit that i wanted to add it the previous entry abt the camp. but i forgot. rosie's tag reminded me. meantime i have a few gd options.. if want i can help org .ha..
1)bbq- we just need a bbq pit.. or even.. an open corridor. but i figure u guys may not want to get dirty
2) soccer stayover - watch soccer of course and breakfast and maybe supper.
3)malay restruant that sell zicha at telepark.. can have a feast there
4) picnic at the beach
or...

5)watch DRAGON BOAT RACE AT BEDOK THIS SUNDAY..OR IS IT NEXT.. can have picnic there..
6)or lets jsut meet up for movie and chill out at tcc...

ok mean while will think of something else,..

life is good. yeah... came back from acid camp 2006 (annual camp for the intellecuatlly disabled) yesterday.. was a GL!! ha.. nothing big.. except i get to not take part in the games.. but it was fun interacting with trainees and volunteers from other projects which was there..(guilimard camp, east point, reach out, west end, TH,ang mo kio and yio chu kang, rspid) ..
anyway there was mock campfire, boring games, mass bbq, enthu gls, screaming trainees, naughty mandy, sleepless sherra , tons of handicrafts and pretty much amount of self amusing from me..ha.
it was pretty different from last yr, where my attention was mostly on mandy, this year i got a load off with help from shini, beatrice and qiuyun. can say whether its was for better or for worse, i believe was a whole new experience. and i am grateful too. for at the end of the camp, i got a ride home from a fellow vol.ha.. was lucky. i am counting my blessings.. everyone should!, that we all can communicate freely with our love ones, climb up and down agility, take care of our parents as we age with them and be independent in our daily routines. its sad tat the some of trainees are unable to communicate their thoughts to us.despite wat a terror they are sometimes, once in a while , a smile from one can melt a thousand hearts like nothing ever b4...
last night watched tv, there was a family with three kids who did volunteering ever so regularly that the kids simply felt that they should do their part for the lonely elderly they visit so often. its the little things pple do that make a difference, not the money we make, not the postion in the company, not the grades u get .. the best stuff on earth cant be bought, but can only be given from the heart
i look forward to acid 07 next year.

in company now.. haven start doing my calls.. but i have my mind on a lot other stuff

results out.. not exactly the best, but my mom aint complaining, the only thing i told her was that i passed everything..then she asked.. no As?.. i replyed: for me pass can liao.. if u are looking for As.. pls go look for it in my bro..maybe she sensed something.. she said that i did quite good. not for a long long time.. i felt that she had praised me..lol it wasnt a wonderful feeling, it just felt good for a while thats all.noting much. to come to think of it.. its still my responsiblity to study well..to think i ended my r/s 3 days b4 exams..lol i am proud of myself to come so far.. thanks to chin lee.. my neighbour for allowing me to bunk around for a while..

060606.. i dun think things will be that bad.. unless u want them to be
read a friend's blog just now.. she aint v happy.. reading it made me felt a bit unhappy too.. could sort of feel the tears she is holding behind, the braveness she is trying to show. its hard and terrible when u are not understood. we all have times like that.. i hope u are better already p.

i am looking forward to ACID, annual camp for the intellectually disabled. Prob the trainees are looking forward to it too.. 3 days and two nights.. i am really hoping that my boss will give me 1/2 day off on friday so i can go for gl meeting. plan to do my best for the rest of the week.
i come to have the perception that pple enjoy camps after they know wat its all abt.
as a freshie in hall 9. i recalled my gls to have much for fun than us..lol while we are standing around blur blur and utterly shocked by the childish behaviour of our seniors.. they are having the time of their life with water guns and pails of dirty water.. then when i was a gl in year 2.. ha.. i completely forgot abt my freshies and jsut played by myself..lol tats wat i call enjoying the camp.. thats wat my senior taught me.

RESULTS ARE OUT!!
MUAHA .. I PASS ALL!!!

AA102 D+
AB102 D+
BM213 B-
BM214 B-
BM215 B+
HS214 B+

It wasnt the best of days..
it was worst than friday. i did something v bad, just becos i was in a bad mood. not the worst... the kind of times like the silence b4 the storm... in the morning i had met some v mean receptionist who replied No to every qns.. i was fuming mad but kept it slightly under control.. and when i made a call to simei nail palace and was answered by a receptionist who couldnt answer my queries properly.. i hanged up on her in the middle of the conversation without saying a thing.. my colleague was shocked.. i wasnt being myself. but at that pt of time i just wanted to do somthing evil to someone to vent some anger.. and the poor thing had to be the lucky gal at nail palace simei... thinking back.. perhaps the devil inside me must have jumped out and took control as my anger got the better of me.. i can imagine how mean collegue though i would be...cos it was really a bad thing to do...

then today i had to go sch to discuss fyp with sarah and nha.. perhaps we all come from diff place, think differently and haven really worked with each other.. sparks flew quite a bit.. not the friendly kind...i think the three of us dun mean for it to be that way..but... haiz.. perhaps honesty aint the best policy.. i got nothing to hide.. perhaps i am not so hardworking or smart at projects.. and perhaps more a slacker too.. lucky nha aint like me.. but she rubbed a bit of humour off me nowadays.. sarah.. hmm think we got to understand each other a neeny bit more.. getting stressed aint the solution but i got a feeling that it will all work out in the end..lol

haiz.. then today.. thats the bad day.. can u imagine.. i took bus 67 from cck interchange to tampines interchange.. the ride prob took me 2 hr long.. think of many things on the bus.. was really stressed today at session.. nearly resulted in a fever midway.. was feeling v v v bad.. for the things i have done.. for the stuff i could have avoided.. the misunderstanding caused.. i just want to be a simple person.. perhaps that the hardest thing for me to be.. i really think too much. bothered by too many things.. at the end of the trip.. when i came to around tamp area, some guy turned the aircon on top of me and pointed it at my head.. for a moment i felt weird.. and realised that the explaination i was looking for was all along right in front of me.. instead of asking wat to do?.. how to deal with it.. i should just tell the reason why.. its too hard to tell excuses.. to explain myself.. tell the truth.. and dun be bothered any more.. like u said.. everyone got his flaws.. dun be too bothered by ur own.. thinking of tat.. i feel a slight better.. still not so gd.. cos i was really mean to u .. so .. sorry, hope u accept my apology.

something huge happened today.. i joined my collegue yani for a manicure session. its my first and was a v interesting one.. but then too long.. french manicure.. haiz.v nice and white.. but i scatched it as soon as it dried..lol i aint suit for this kind of pretty stuff..lol

i went suntec PC SHOW 06 TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

highly recommended for those looking for PRINTERS, LAPTOPS, MP3PLAYERS, WIRELESS DEVICES, ROUTERS, CAMERAS, STORAGE DISC!
dun worry if u are not techic.. can go there to pple look..lol tons of cute guys!!lol.. check out the ones at creative n samsung.. lol

i bought: seagate 250G external hard disc at 169bucks!! bargain right?.. but u must be prepared to brave thur enth flyer distributors, smiling sales men, bright eye catching displays and great evolving logo balloons. a great place to be.. and guess wat thumbdrives are going at 512mb@32 bucks!! crazy!!
lol .. no pc show for u ?.. dun worry the world book fair is just downstairss.. i did not even step in that one.. cos i walked and sqeezed in and out of walls of men and boys (crowd only 20% female) until my heels broke!!.