Friday, July 18, 2003
10:26 PM

posted by crazyyuan
Yoz diary..how are you lately?
Me been so slack…
SYF finished…just got over the “we’ve got gold!” syndrome… now got even less reason to slack liao..i think I have to stay at home on Saturdays from now on…and study….with my mom breathing down my neck…
Today is a fine day.. slacked in the student’s lounge for 2 periods..played tennis after PE…wondering whether to turn up for the interhouse tennis match on Monday…surely will chu cuo one…but hey…me got not much face to save also..

Wednesday will be racial harmony day….how…really hope to wear something nice…can look pretty…which girl dun want…just dun look stupid can liao…aiyo I think I sound bimbotic…so…how? Wat to wear?

Aiyah…still got people’s birthday present haven give but now a bit broke….and my birthdae coming…(not hinting), just that if pple give and you never ‘return’ a bit pai seh….sianz…going to be 18 soon…how interesting….wonder how I spent them:
9 -years in sleep(I sleep a lot)
2 -years studying…dun do that much…explains for the results..
3 -years watching tv…..  i love tv !
2 -years slacking…including all the fooling around not doing serious stuff when I am awake.eg…daydreaming
2 -years spent in the Singapore education system :pri, sec, jc with all my friends&cca

aiyo.. looking back ..i practically spent most of my 18 years doing silly stuff…is everyone’s life like that or is it just mine? Am I just a typical teen who is totally lost of wat I want to do in the future…or am I just part of the great universe that is waiting to decompose to provide life to the future generation….haiz…the lack of purpose..the lack of drive..the lack of passion….makes one feel useless…but hey I am not despair cos I know something is out there waiting for me…or do I have to find it?
I like the blog…cos I like to type out my ideas and thought…which make me think to myself..its like chatting on irc…just that I am answering my own qns…hey guys…if you got any comment on me or my life..feel free to drop a note at my tag board..cos you all are the one who make me feel that I belong somewhere…

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