>can i say i am so sick of my timetable?
>can i ?
>can i just sit here and bitch about it the whole day?
>can i just sleep in? can someone just shoot me?
>i am so sick of going tuts withtout doing them.. arrhhhhh.. i am so
>sick.. i hate going to school.. i feel like a small child once
>again.. who sees no pt in goin to school.. so sick.. i dun want to
>go..sob.. i dun noe how to do.. i feel terrible.. i feel like biting
>someone.. grr.. why does it have to be this way?.. why can i just be
>a hardworking kid like everyone else?.. why?.. i just want to do
>well.. but why does the defination of doing well have to be
>scoring.. why does it hve to be?.. can it not be anything else?.. am
>i just a big fat grumbling jerk?.. why all the excuese? i am sooo
>sick of school.. stupid headache...
>
>sorry to wake u up so early this morning.. hope u have a good day
>ahead of u.. at least better than mine..


Haha. then u btr work hard 2 clear all the subjects tis sem. then u ll b in a btr position 2 plan a nicer timetable next acad yr. =)

in 3 more hours..i will be going for some quiz.. a tao bao subject that i am taking this year accounting.. something not to proud of.. but i am not ashamed of it either.. i gues u cannot find another happier perosn who has to failed three out of four papers.. haha.. have i learnt my lesson?.. i dun noe. but studying the subject for the second time.. i feel happier.. cos i knew wat was going on.. at least i noe i am not going to get 8.5 /100 again.. touch wood!~.. this year has been good to me.. i wish to be good back.. i just want to put in effort .. more than the usual bah.. to take care of the people around me.. and to my good friends.. hope u all are doing fine.. visited shuhui's blog just now.. the music was so sweet.. and the gift from her bf was sweeter.. and to think of the memories we had in jc.. the sweetest..

feel that we have all moved on to a different stage in our lives.. sometimes.. its good to know that the paper we are chasing is not everything.. but the hopes and wishes and support that our friends and family that are placed on us is someting that we should not forget very soon.. i hope that his application for nie succeeds.. that way.. he still can stay on for two more years.. am i asking for too much?.. hmm if so.. can i have the choice to give somthing back in return.. say i work harder.. play less.. so u give him a chance can?.. if cannot .. then i also dun noe wat to do le.. just wish that make less mistakes and do not do more silly stuff that makes him angry..

i got so much work to do... i need to get down to doing them.. this is what i hate..
i know i have to get my butt moving.. but they are always stuck here or there.. refusing to move an inch.. terrible..sick..sian..jia you pple in everything else...

yesterday was lingjie's bdae..a pretty good neighbour of mine...
me and xm took her to IMM for dinner.. for we were simply sick of JP.. we decided on Balithai.. after long consideration and persuadtion..and had a good dinner.. perhaps we all can fo there some day yeah rosie?.. yup.. the food were of indo and thai. very hot and sour and spicy.. which pple know that i cannot only stand to a certain extend.. and then we had ice kachang outside a food court by a flowing man made stream..haha.. and came back home..
by then her da jia (big sis)had bought her a bdae cake.. but unfortunatly wrote her name wrongly on it.. ha..and when we tried to surprise her in her neighbour;s room.. where she was chatting..she poped up behind us.. from the toilet she had earlier went..haiz.. no surprise liao.. but we still had cake and singing(rather softly.. cos everyone was lethargic) and cake eating..
when we finished with the cake.. i reminded lingjie about the half carton of hedekin beer that she bought early at 7 eleven..ha..and she proposed that we go to her room for a game of cards and beer.. then there was daidee.. which i did not play.. for there were 5 of us.. and i fell asleep on her bed.. i am still quite confused how i got back to my room last night.. had no memory or anything..hmm have to ask my roomie

yikes!~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have asked her..
from wat i remember.. after abt three rounds of daidee.. i konked out on lingjie's roomie's bed.. the next thing i know.. i was back in my room.. according to my roomie.. i had apparently.. walked all the walk from her room alone bsaack to mine.. alone.. and i think.. still sleeping.. i slept walked~!!! arhhh..heehee