"My Only Wish This Year" by Britney Spears


Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me

I signed my letter that's sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and just said this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
I'll be on my own and I'll be thankful

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Christmas Eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong, for taking a peek?
'Cause I heard that you're comin' to town
Santa can you hear me

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
We'll be all alone under the mistletoe

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
I'll be on my own and I'll be thankful

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me a love, I can call all mine
'Cause I have been so good this year
Happy alone, under the mistletoe
He's all I want and I'll be thankful

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

(Oh Santa, can you hear me?)
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!!

***GET MY COMPUTER FIXED!!!!

X'mas is nearing.. i can almost hear it breathing down my neck.. really.. the cold breath is sending a chill down my spine..lol.. why? u may ask.. lol. cos for once.. i am not looking forward to X'mas.. lol.. cos got no money man.. no money.. can hand make presents right? wat happened to all the handmade cards?.. well.. i only made one this yr.. one.. the rest.. too lazy.. maybe if i go jb on wed.. me will go buy some nice ones yeah~? how u guys out there? wats ur X'mas wish this year.. i got lots.. enough to make a list on my blog.. but i figure i wun cos i dun really want pple to spend money on me.. wat kind of logic is that?.. thats my logic.. my X'mas wish is for everyone to be real happy.. with wat u have and with wat u dun.. be grateful.. make best use of wat u have . and have a loving christmas.. now.. i shall now start on my X'mas list..lol.. did i say that i did not want to make one?.. lol.. well u will see..

one.. a new bike
two.. new head phone
three.. new clothes
four.. digicamera
five.. magic mop...lol

let me explain the items in my X'mas list .. give me a minute to understand me if u do not yet... why a new bike.. cos i lost so many liao.. i dun mind a new one..but then.. on second thoughts.. i dun think i want a new bike.. means that i would have a higher chance of losing one.. lol.. and why i say a new bike?.. cos its too expensive and no single individual would want to fork out such a sum for me..LOL..well.. anyway.. give me bike also no use.. well i though i could ride around the school campus.. lol.. that would be ridiculous.. cos the terrain is impossible for a person like me .. the steep slopes and staircases are simply not bike friendly.. and then wat would i do with a bike?.. well.. i would be riding alone.. so sad.. alone.. ~loneliness is always looking for a friend.. i turned it down and it has come again since then~..yeah.. i rather WALK .. god give me legs.. i shall walk.. no bike thank you.

and then new head phones..
do u know that other than sleeping... zihui's fav past time is actually acting cool? .. well i dun really have to act.. u know in some way or another.. being diff is being cool.. so i am sometimes.. i like to walk around with my mp3 player on so loud .. blasting into my ears.. that i can imagine myself to be like walking in an MTV.. yes i have daydreams too.. yeap. and then i like to wear my blue cap real low.. that i cannot see anyone above my nose.. and walk though maddening crowds.. like i dun care abt the whole world.. like the world actually cares abt me.. lol.. but then.. with my comp down.. theres nothing much i can do with the limited mp3s in my player.. especially the head phones.. haiz.. i dun noe wat to say.. they are so good at making sound systems and speakers and blaster.. but it come to a head phone. i can be utterly disappointed with Creative.. yup.. but i dun tink there will be much use for any head phones now.. cos i figure that i can make do with wat i have... anyway.. with all the blasting i do qith poor quality speakers or head phones.. yikes.. i am sort of going deaf.. yup.. to the extend i dun even hear the latest rumours around~...


and then.. new clothes.. that a BIG HEADACHE.... business students are suppose to wear smart stuff.. gals wear mini denium skirt to school topped with sweet silver earring and red hot cherry sweet moisturised lips.. and me??.. dun ask.. but i will tell anyway.. lol.. t-shirt and berms.. lol.. cos they are comfy!! and they are the fastest things u can slip into and wake up at 800 for an 830 lec or tut.. man.. they dun need the slightest colour coordination.. and then those killingly slippery trail slippers to go. and i am out of my room in 15 min...if u are lucky.. u might even find that wat i wear to sleep is strikingly similar to wat i wear to school.. lol just for laughs.. u can ask my roomie for evidence.. so wats up with a new warddrope?.. i a int got time to iron all the pretty pink dresses and nice blouses with strings and bows man.. i am yuan.. i will try to this way as long as i can.. although i am already regretting. lol.. have to go on yeah~ well next on the list..
lol.. by now i think u should noe why this list is up here.. its just a wish list.. not expecting it to come true.. cos they are all to exp.. so u cannot buy for me.. heehee...

well.. the digi cam.. man.. it would be nice.. my bro wants one too.. maybe i can share one with him.. thats going to be hard.. but we will work it out some way...

the past week have been indeed fulfiling.. hmm.. not really the past week.. i guess i have lost some count of days...but one thing i noe is i have been really glad to meet up with my dear buddies from sec sch and jc.. it was really great to see everyone doing fine.. we all have grown up in one way or another..and are now more mature and stuff.. there is still a long way ahead.. hopefully there will be more outings ahead...yupz.. realised that each new experience and journey we gather on our way moulds us and help us learn more about ourselves and the people around us.. ten yrs down the road.. we may not be that close friends.. pple whom u go every single lunch break with everyday.. or pple u sleep behind the school audit and take craxy photos with.. but i am sure that each of us will have precious memories of days when we were all carefree (unitl the exams).. yap~.. take care guys~

came back from the wsc camp yesterday.. it was quite fun.. lots of foc games.. made many friends... learnt that one reason pple may together is that they have a comman objective... like trying to win a game together .. or just like a bunch of gals.. trying to find out as much gossips as possible in ID.. ha..... suddenly.. u find a bunch of gals who dun talk .. gather together to share the info on their hands.. u just noe where to go confirm ur own queries...
the camp programs did not concer much.. and many pple self entertained themselves with daidee and bridge.. which i found out that i suck at.. must figure got how to play bridge some day.. and then there was the bbq.. lol.. the charcoal refused to catch fire even after a whole bos of cock brand fire starters...lol.. eventually.. the food had to be prepared in the kitchen..lol..inculding the satay as well.. which was stripped from their sticks and cooked in satay sauce... lol.. and they tasted amazingly great~.. ..

sian.. went to another netball competiton this morning.. i cannot believe my luck today.. arrived too damn early... well.. incrediblely.. i never fail to be amused by the pple's punctuality here...lol.. if joan was here.. she would prob scream her head off every day...lol..well wat can i say aby ythr match.. our team lacked training... really.. ok.. i did not go for some of the trainings as well.. but the spririts were high.. the supports were damn great.. cheering for every good pass... but then.. we lost ..lol.. 6-41..haiz....

wats up with me.. this is just a random qns... no one pls.. no one pls try to answer..there is nothing wrong.. there is nothing wrong.. ya right..really wat... i am just bz.. just all the events love to clash together like nobody's business.. arhh...can i be more evil.. can i be less hardworking.. can i try to stop being miss nice guy.. can i try to stop myself from creating a good impression in pple's eyes.. try to be myself for once.. please no one but myself.. but then .. i wont be pleased.. i dun have heavy responsiblities.. why do i behave like i do?... i am just bz.. why am i fussing?.. just becos i cannot be everywhere and pls myself or anyone at the same time.. why must i do that anyway?..no one is perfect.. why must i try to be?.. why am i so FAKE ?.... so sad.. feel fake..lol.. terrible..

soo tired... just came back from canversing...warning.. i will sound grumpy.. cos i am...went to jurong west st 92... i cannot believe how blur i am lor.. will tel u why later...

anyway this week has been quite a hieong one.. ha.. meaning.. quite bz..returned to hall on wednesday.. to bring my roomie and andrew and cheewee and cheewee toh and raymond to mediacorp for survey job..that was abt 1pm.. then after that.went with my roomie to jp to have dinner and then rush off to bukit batok to meet fellow volunteers from wsc id to vist my trainee(mandy) for home visitation at 615 .. though can be back for biz mag meeting at 8.. but iwas wrong.. i just realised.. the world is not perfect.. so are the pple.. so pple are never really punctual.. so there was the waitnig here and there.. and then.. arrive at mandy;s house at abt 730.. and did the visitation until abt 930.. came back to hall abt 1030.. to see all the tv lounges filled with pple who screamed so loud that i knew when tafik won..lol

and then there was thursday... got netball in the morning.. at 10am.. yep.. 10 am.. reached there at 10 am.. and then?.. netball ic came at 1015.. haha.. and then at abt 1030.. there was a total no of 5 pple.. excluding the netball ic.. and i was popped this qn... why are u early..(i wasnt in my terms)u should not be the one who is early.. lol.. i wonder why i am amused at his word.. well.. we played three on three untill abt 1230.. and then i set of back to bath and have lunch with zy.. knowing that i will have banner painting at 1.30 later.. tired of waiting for pple.. i went late..haha... and it started late too.. and then after banner painting plus clean up.. abt 530.. went to mini mart to buy some materials for some notice board..haha..suppose to do after dinner..end abt 900.. hmm then.. the cute little ic went for meeting and dinner outside school... and came back at 1000... arhh.. and then the whole thing end at abt 130...haizz.. another tired day...

haiz..and then today.. made my way down to mediacorp again.. this time with ten pple.. so cool..ha.. not really.. hear the briefing for the second time.. sat there and read my storybook.. came back..no one ....cannot.. tooo tired... cannot think liao.. to be continued......