>ten young ladies at their best<



>when differences meet, friendship began...(how come miss leoong suddenly look so small?<



>not the most elegant.. but me and huihui and ice-cream~<

to the greatest clique i ever want to know: gunni, yingling, daidai, rosie, shuhui, jasmine, joan, hamidah~
till the next outing(high tea?)..take care guys..:P

我的错

歌手:b.a.d 专辑:梦的起点

飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

hi there.. really bored.. need to do a project for my GE.. but have not really started on it yet.. feeling sick.. sometimes.. dun really know if the things i am doing is right or not.. whether i should stop dreaming.. but then.. there is no right or wrong in the first place isnt it? but ironically .. i am always suppose to be wrong and dumb in the first place. how.. how can i convince myself.. if i cant.. how can i convince others?
just watch the bridget jones diary.. and funny.. i cried thoughout the whole movie..haha.. i find it funny myself.. think there can only be 2 reasons why a person cry for a movie.. 1.. that she is sad for the character.. 2.. the pathetic character reminds her of herself.. haha.. just a though.. results coming out.. cannot get rid of the idea that i am on AP. acdamic probation.. and proud of it some more.. and then there are the high fliers.. always looking for greater mountains to scale and deeper waters to explore.. while i am just contented with a few Cs.. guess pple are just different

met up with my gals clique yesterday.. everyone is so different and similar at the same time.. we are have gone through so much and each of us have so grown out of ou jc self.. but in our grp.. i tried to find out i really was and wondered if that in such a grp .. whether the identity was there.. i figure that if it wasnt there.. then i would have fewer things in life that i could have started with.. coming to NTU.. for a year now.. crashing into a few walls.. understanding wat it means to be heart broken for real.. but not sure if its for the right person.. suddenly to know or to think that u are attached or even married.. can be a very vulnerable idea.. i mean when u are independent.. u can only depend on urself on things.. friends are all that u have got.. u knoe we all have individual lives.. but we all noe how impt we are to each other in the company we need.. miss lim was right about girls needing the sisters part.. the support.. the strength in numbers.. but i think its the feeling of being accepted.. to be able to fit in into a grp and be who u are.. and even though we all are different..and lead different lives.. its a warming though to knoe that someone will recall sweet memories when they think of u.. well.. thats wat we all do..

i had this weird logic.. that in primary school.. everyone was a friend. no enemies..
but in sec school.. those rivalry starts coming out.. like ahs vs cchs vs dhs.. who really remember who was in the same pri sch as u?.. it was one for urself unitl ur sec school class..
then in jc.. it became diff again.. the strangers u meet make the best friends... and the rest are just passerbys..
in uni..suddenly everyone are rushing to get by.. the pple u say hi to are just contacts..for future uses.. ha.. really.? that sad..

the pattern i sense here is that as one grow older.. the more she wants to be accepted by the society or be fitted into a clique.. or else result in lonely consequences.. yup. but jealousy grows too out of nowhere and becos of things that the society deem to be impt such as results.. funny..

对不起我爱你

梁静茹

词:潘协庆李宗盛曲:潘协庆

没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

doesnt these brownies look good?
the best brownies i have tasted are made by xuemei's sis.. and they taste HEAVENLY.. believe me..really.. how i wish i can make them too.. have my own oven, have friends over.. make cookies and fudge and brownies together and talk our life over them.. imagine the smell of chocolate in the kitchen.. like the hersheys in the boon lay air every night.. the flour in our hair.. the mess on the floor.. and then sleepovers~.. ha.. and sore throats after the feasts... how sweet that would be..

omg..i suddenly remember something.. i heard of a brownies specialty shop at takashimaya near the food court.. yikes.. someday must do check it out..

how? how? i have no idea is it brownies i am craving or just companionship..ha.. or i just want a nice and warm cozy life.. wat i can do now is actually google 'brownies' n heres a few sites

http://www.recipegoldmine.com/cookbrown/cookbrown.html
http://www.recipezaar.com/103502
http://allrecipes.com/recipes/ideas.asp

the funny thing is i have this qn in my head
does the colour orange came first or the name of the the fruit orange came first?
is it something like the chicken and egg thingy?
i wonder...
well the holidays have started.. so have my v first GE.. haha Artistic expression in visual arts.. GV07 and enjoying every moment of it.. the teacher.. an angmoh.. dunnoe from where is like my bus law teacher.. like to talk in circle.. but when she completes the whole cycle.. u will be truely amazed.. in the first lesson.. she gave us an overview of the nistory of civilisations.. in brief of course.. the romans and greeks .. how they bulit great arctecture.. and the western civilzation had not even started yet..it was amazing to know how the greeks were more intellectual and regarded the human body as the perfect entity while the romans who were more techonological based built great bulidings and had more interests in blood and warfare. hence their strong armies and great colomns and bulidings.. haha

the second lesson was an introduction to the renaissance.. hha. something that reminded me of only john donne and gothic tan.. i have no idea why.. haha.. but then on reading the notes given by the teacher.. my friend told me that the 4 TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES were named after the 4 great renaissance artists: DONATELLO, MICHELANGELO, LEONARDO, RAPHAEL... i can only say... COWABANGGA!..ok.. not that funny.. but maybe they were jsut paying them a tribute~

and then for the rest of the second lessons.. she went on about THE DAVINCI CODE.. by dan brown.. interesting.. felt like i was in a lecture by robert langdon.. but our teacher add more facts in addition to the ones given in the book itself.. amazing.. but too controversal to be discussed here.. but in all i think its a good book .. and according to my teacher and her fact.. the secret society really exists.. yup.. and the paintings are true..