我的错

歌手:b.a.d 专辑:梦的起点

飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

hi there.. really bored.. need to do a project for my GE.. but have not really started on it yet.. feeling sick.. sometimes.. dun really know if the things i am doing is right or not.. whether i should stop dreaming.. but then.. there is no right or wrong in the first place isnt it? but ironically .. i am always suppose to be wrong and dumb in the first place. how.. how can i convince myself.. if i cant.. how can i convince others?
just watch the bridget jones diary.. and funny.. i cried thoughout the whole movie..haha.. i find it funny myself.. think there can only be 2 reasons why a person cry for a movie.. 1.. that she is sad for the character.. 2.. the pathetic character reminds her of herself.. haha.. just a though.. results coming out.. cannot get rid of the idea that i am on AP. acdamic probation.. and proud of it some more.. and then there are the high fliers.. always looking for greater mountains to scale and deeper waters to explore.. while i am just contented with a few Cs.. guess pple are just different

met up with my gals clique yesterday.. everyone is so different and similar at the same time.. we are have gone through so much and each of us have so grown out of ou jc self.. but in our grp.. i tried to find out i really was and wondered if that in such a grp .. whether the identity was there.. i figure that if it wasnt there.. then i would have fewer things in life that i could have started with.. coming to NTU.. for a year now.. crashing into a few walls.. understanding wat it means to be heart broken for real.. but not sure if its for the right person.. suddenly to know or to think that u are attached or even married.. can be a very vulnerable idea.. i mean when u are independent.. u can only depend on urself on things.. friends are all that u have got.. u knoe we all have individual lives.. but we all noe how impt we are to each other in the company we need.. miss lim was right about girls needing the sisters part.. the support.. the strength in numbers.. but i think its the feeling of being accepted.. to be able to fit in into a grp and be who u are.. and even though we all are different..and lead different lives.. its a warming though to knoe that someone will recall sweet memories when they think of u.. well.. thats wat we all do..

i had this weird logic.. that in primary school.. everyone was a friend. no enemies..
but in sec school.. those rivalry starts coming out.. like ahs vs cchs vs dhs.. who really remember who was in the same pri sch as u?.. it was one for urself unitl ur sec school class..
then in jc.. it became diff again.. the strangers u meet make the best friends... and the rest are just passerbys..
in uni..suddenly everyone are rushing to get by.. the pple u say hi to are just contacts..for future uses.. ha.. really.? that sad..

the pattern i sense here is that as one grow older.. the more she wants to be accepted by the society or be fitted into a clique.. or else result in lonely consequences.. yup. but jealousy grows too out of nowhere and becos of things that the society deem to be impt such as results.. funny..