when u are facing a wall
what comes to ur mind?
a dead end? or the enornomous height which is simply out of ur reach?
a blank wall? or simply a canvese waiting to be drawn on?
a cold hard surface? or a place that can be painted in warm colours and things can be hung on and be beautiful..

i never knew a wall could inspire me so much.. i realised when i am sad.. i become all weird and think of all weird possibilities..sadly.. i see the sad and happy side at the same time.. but i choose to wallow the the unpleasant one.. pity myself.. long to cry .. but do not want to answer any qns..so shall just sob.. when there are things on my mind.. it gets heavy.. cos u know u are just carrying things around.. and not solving any prob..
for suddenly.. ur self esteem drops into a bottemless pit and u feel real hollow... there is nothing along the way for u to hang on to .. but only streams of ur own thoughts that simply float away from u as though u are no longer of use and they are leaving u for someone else...

曾经相信你就是我的唯一
忘记思考生命其它的妒忌
不知不觉深陷爱的浓雾里
竟然发觉我的视线已经渐渐不清晰

于是我就这样茫然失去了你的踪迹
翻开地图竟是过去一对没用的足迹

爱的方向找不到
我在你的心中还剩多少
我的眼泪不重要
只要你记得回来就好

外面世界吵又闹
你要小心照顾自己好
没有了牵手和拥抱
请你千万保重好不好