firstly.. wanna thank rosie for accompanying me to ntu for the tea session for business students..
thanks girl.. dun know wat i would do if u were not there today.. prob i would just walk out off straight after the talk.. though that was exactly wat we did..
i was hoping to find some familar faces at the talk.. and i was disappointed.. i think i can sort of forget abt the hostel room mate thingy.. unless a miracle happens and a long lost friend approach me to be my room mate.. haha.. i will conitnue to dream on...

secondly.. wanna say sorry to u gals.. that i cannot attend the gathering on tuesday.. cos me got work.. u all have lots of fun ok?.. will miss u all very much..

thirdly... i am angry.. or rather.. disappointed with myself.. that i suceed in making myself convinced in things i had not believed in...i dun noe how to put it.. but i so happens that if i want to feel sad.. i would make myself feel wrong to feel that way.. and the same go for when i am happy.. thats sickening.. the same goes for relationships.. when ever i feel something.. i will automatically convince myself that something is wrong and eventually.. i will feel wrong..very wrong... sianz...