Got the job at Robinsons.. will be going for training on monday and having on-site practice at either centerpoint or rafflescity from tuesday to friday and then will start work at expo from 27 april to 5 may.

Getting tired of having to stay at home and is looking forward to going to work.. really.. i wanna get out of the house.. going to explode liao.. every other minute my mom is able to find fault in wat i do... find fault with wat is in my room.. in my closet.. in my drawer..pratically everything i do.. i have .. i own.. nothing is correct.. even if i help her to sweep the floor.. she will still be unsatisified and sweep the whole house again just to show how bad i am at sweeping and to show how pathetic i am at not being able to do the most simple housework..and not to forget.. comment on how a neat and tidy person like her would have such an untidy kid like me.. the nurse must have brought her the wrong baby to take home she says.. i cannot help but agree sometimes...

my daily routine at home nowadays just include eating sleeping reading books and newspapers and occasionally chating on the phone. going out less often cos i dun want to spend too much money.. cos i know when i go to uni.. i will surely suffer a montary deficit.. according to my previous spending habits.. i doubt 200 bucks will last me a month ..considering i will only have about 10 a day for three meals ...but i must think in some other way.. like.. pple in some country dun even have 10 bucks a day.. must count yourself to be fortunate.. there is always someone more unfortunate than u...

that day , peiyu and i dropped by into a jigsaw puzzle shop at suntec.. suddenly wanted to do a jigsaw.. and had the urge to buy one so that i wont be so bored at home.. and of course at the mean time add something pretty to my wall.. but of course.. everyone knows how much one of those cost.. anything bigger than an A4 size is more than thirty bucks.. excluding frame.. just have to save..
and then.. was thinking of getting new spects.. cannot really remember when i changed the last pair.. but was thinking.. money again.. do i really need it?... or do i just want it.. maybe i just want to change the way i look.. i am sure there are other alternatives.. like getting a real short hair cut.. haha.. cos its real hot these days...
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= whenever i am bored i try to blog
often hoping to clear my thoughts
to throw away the stuff that simply clog
up my brain that makes me think that i am really odd

sometimes i cannot understand
sometimes i cannot explain
its simply the times i just wish that everything can come to an end
and let me have the power to say ' let's begin!'
so that i can have some control
so that i know wats going on
so that i can catch up
or at least roll along
and not feel like just the dummy at the display window that simply watch the world go by
and do not know wats going on with my life...