yeah~~~~
^o^ me soo happy!!~~
cos me found my room mate!!!!
happy! sha lalala.. me so happy shalala~ haha...
another matter solved!! And really have to thank this kind hearted soul..XUEMEI!!!
Thank you Thank You Thank you!!
But of course... if you really find a person that you find is in a better position to live as your room mate.. no prob.. me will take the news calmly and find seek another way out.. for i am sure that there may be other friends who are closer with you whom you love to live with.. haha.. watever.. till then.. let me enjoy the moment of gratefulness..:P

tmw will be the start of my working days at the expo guys.. wish me luck.. hopefully i dun make too many mistakes..

firstly.. wanna thank rosie for accompanying me to ntu for the tea session for business students..
thanks girl.. dun know wat i would do if u were not there today.. prob i would just walk out off straight after the talk.. though that was exactly wat we did..
i was hoping to find some familar faces at the talk.. and i was disappointed.. i think i can sort of forget abt the hostel room mate thingy.. unless a miracle happens and a long lost friend approach me to be my room mate.. haha.. i will conitnue to dream on...

secondly.. wanna say sorry to u gals.. that i cannot attend the gathering on tuesday.. cos me got work.. u all have lots of fun ok?.. will miss u all very much..

thirdly... i am angry.. or rather.. disappointed with myself.. that i suceed in making myself convinced in things i had not believed in...i dun noe how to put it.. but i so happens that if i want to feel sad.. i would make myself feel wrong to feel that way.. and the same go for when i am happy.. thats sickening.. the same goes for relationships.. when ever i feel something.. i will automatically convince myself that something is wrong and eventually.. i will feel wrong..very wrong... sianz...

ok people.. i have a very small problem here... very small problem..

I NEED A ROOM MATE

ok.. maybe i am just a bit desperate.. but most of u gals going fass in nus... leave me all alone in ntu.. sian.. me not blaming anyone.. maybe i should just msg all my friends and relatives..

hostel application ends on 17 May

i am glad..i am grateful... i am happy.. i am contented.. and i am worried.. campus life..haiz.. so troublesome...

to start all over again.. again.. anyone else going to the tea session for NBS?? can go together with me?.... or so shity.. have to go alone...thats pathetic..

anyone wanna be my room mate?..thats a far-fetch thought..but have to think abt it sooner or later.. but the person must be prepared to live with someone(me) who is utterly untidy and would tidy up once in a blue moon and the odd sleeping hours and the will-not-wake-up-unless-there-is-a-fire person...me will provide u the lighter, fuel and torch.. u can just do the lighting up when necessary...or if everything else fails.. i still have a backup fire-alarm alarm clock which have the loudness of a passing fire engine. Earplugs and batteries included. Children below 18 pls consult your parents before attempting any of the stunts above.

not getting any exercise lately.. my normal excuse..too lazy... of wat my friend says as a bad one.. is just wat i cannot bother to do.. so what...
but then.. me just wanna go for a jog somewhere..before i really be come the 'YUAN' (ROUND) zihui le.. its not hard to achieve that..cos me got a round face...but then,, fattening up will be a hard matter with limited budget... so i call upon all friends of yuan .. hey.. i though we wanted to go out eat hao liao?.... anything will go..come out and gather for a while.. plus i think u all recently thin down liao.. eunice.. yngling..hamidah..jiadia..jasmine..rosie...shuhui...from all your working.. gals?... lunch or dinner anyone?... miss all of ya... at least once during june holis..where our dear teachers are FREE enough to accomodate the schedule of we service sector pple..... arhh.....hmm. was i talking about exercise??..

just when i am feeling terriblely bored .. me open my mail and received a great surprise!!
read below!!!!
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Congratulations! You are among our top applicants who have been offered a place in the Bachelor of Business programme at the Nanyang Business School for the Academic year 2004. You’ve made the discerning choice of selecting the Nanyang Technological University. You might have already received the official offer letter from our Office of Admissions sent to your mailing address.

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me sooo happy!!!!
cannot stop smiling...hehe.. finally.. the gigantic stone is finally lifted off my heart...

its sunday afternoon!!
there is no one online on my MSN -_-!..
where everyone go?..

Got the job at Robinsons.. will be going for training on monday and having on-site practice at either centerpoint or rafflescity from tuesday to friday and then will start work at expo from 27 april to 5 may.

Getting tired of having to stay at home and is looking forward to going to work.. really.. i wanna get out of the house.. going to explode liao.. every other minute my mom is able to find fault in wat i do... find fault with wat is in my room.. in my closet.. in my drawer..pratically everything i do.. i have .. i own.. nothing is correct.. even if i help her to sweep the floor.. she will still be unsatisified and sweep the whole house again just to show how bad i am at sweeping and to show how pathetic i am at not being able to do the most simple housework..and not to forget.. comment on how a neat and tidy person like her would have such an untidy kid like me.. the nurse must have brought her the wrong baby to take home she says.. i cannot help but agree sometimes...

my daily routine at home nowadays just include eating sleeping reading books and newspapers and occasionally chating on the phone. going out less often cos i dun want to spend too much money.. cos i know when i go to uni.. i will surely suffer a montary deficit.. according to my previous spending habits.. i doubt 200 bucks will last me a month ..considering i will only have about 10 a day for three meals ...but i must think in some other way.. like.. pple in some country dun even have 10 bucks a day.. must count yourself to be fortunate.. there is always someone more unfortunate than u...

that day , peiyu and i dropped by into a jigsaw puzzle shop at suntec.. suddenly wanted to do a jigsaw.. and had the urge to buy one so that i wont be so bored at home.. and of course at the mean time add something pretty to my wall.. but of course.. everyone knows how much one of those cost.. anything bigger than an A4 size is more than thirty bucks.. excluding frame.. just have to save..
and then.. was thinking of getting new spects.. cannot really remember when i changed the last pair.. but was thinking.. money again.. do i really need it?... or do i just want it.. maybe i just want to change the way i look.. i am sure there are other alternatives.. like getting a real short hair cut.. haha.. cos its real hot these days...
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= whenever i am bored i try to blog
often hoping to clear my thoughts
to throw away the stuff that simply clog
up my brain that makes me think that i am really odd

sometimes i cannot understand
sometimes i cannot explain
its simply the times i just wish that everything can come to an end
and let me have the power to say ' let's begin!'
so that i can have some control
so that i know wats going on
so that i can catch up
or at least roll along
and not feel like just the dummy at the display window that simply watch the world go by
and do not know wats going on with my life...

soooo... many things have happened these few days.. ok.. not a lot of things.. just that a lot of decisions have to be made...
me tried to put them of by filling my head with cartoons.. trying to make myself believe that everything will put them selves right in the end.. but i was wrong.. haiz...
in the end.. often . i was forced to make decisions.. to choose over following ur heart or being more practical.. of course.. i had the help of my good friends like yingling and my dear brother to give me some advice...
so in the end.. the decision was not to go for the nus interview.. why that decision.. i think its too long to explain.. too tiring as well.. just happy its over.. not really over really.. still need to wait for ntu's side.. see whether they want me.. i dun believe i can be that unlucky.. i dun believe that i cannot get in there... as for the other uni.... hmp... i just hope things will not turn out tooo ugly..

the other thingy that had me in dilemma was about work.. got to this interview with pei yu for the robinson's expo sales.. and then just when we though we would hear no news from it anymore and that we have to start looking for another job.. so that i will not continue t be jobless for more than two weeks.. a lady from p-serv called to ask whether i was interested in an admin job which pays 5,50 per hour... haiz..s if only the robinson pple never called to tell us that we are selected.. i would have gone to that nine to five job.. can work until july leh.. the expo is only about one week plus.. but then.. after much drama.. and confusion.. finally decided.. go the expo one.. since selected.. as for the admin.. forget abt it...... at least i get to work with my good friend before we go uni.. when we will most prob go our seperate ways and be very busy.. especially when we go different uni.. so.. pei yu.. dun feel gulity ok?.. feel very gulity....very very gulity..hehe.. ur face very big leh!.. see u at the robinson's briefing tmw!

Spongebob Squarepants
>>Saturdays and Sundays 9am
The desirable-sounding location of Bikini Bottom might well be the clue, but apparently the antics of an animated yellow sea sponge has soaked up a lot of celebrity interest.
SpongeBob -- a bright-eyed, knickers-clad, sea-dwelling kitchen sponge -- had realized his lifelong dream: He lives in a pineapple, He got hired as a fry cook at the Krusty Krab diner, and he LOVES jellyfishing!

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Xiaolin Showdown is based on the ancient mythical Xiaolin martial arts inspired by Chinese monks thousands of years ago. The keys to controlling the powers of good and evil are held within an assortment of sacred objects, called the Shen Gong Wu. These objects, each with unique supernatural powers, can only be captured after an extreme martial art-inspired "Double Dare" showdown occurs.
Omi, a naive young monk, gifted in the ancient discipline of Xiaolin martial arts, leads a team of warriors-in-training for the powers of good - J-pop hipster girl Kimiko; flashy street smart Brazilian Raimundo; and Texas Kung Fu cowboy Clay. With their cantankerous dragon guide, this fearless foursome traverses the globe in search of the mysterious Shen Gung Wu.

when was the last time u did something u really wanted to do.. not something like buying that pink coloured super kawaii short skirt or getting the attention of the super cute guy opposite of your work place.. or just walking pass the shelves of books at your fav book store and just hoping to grab the book u have your eye on for a real long time, hopeful that someone have not rented it out yet...

i dun noe.. i have no idea... no dreams .. not great ambition .. ..haha.. but i have high hopes .. hope that i can continue to live this way.. which is rather stupid sometimes.. living for each day.. day to day.. Dr Martin Luther King said Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow ..perhaps thats only human.. the future is not in our control .. but it our faith that keep our beliefs strong and push us on to accomplish things we cannot....

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Dear YUAN ZIHUI
NUS-FASS DISCRETIONARY ADMISSIONS 2004
Thank you for applying for admission to the Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences (FASS), NUS. We have shortlisted you for consideration under our discretionary admissions scheme and would like to invite you to submit further materials, as well as attend an interview.

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how nice... wonder wat i will do....

You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are
very interactive with animals and can
understand them even if you dont speak their
tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can
eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll
over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow
your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions,
and not thinking properly. If you dont
understand something, you reject and push it
away, and can get very disastrous when angry.
At the same time, youre a very kind person who
can make people feel better, and are
understanding and compassionate. One of the
great things about you is that your rarely
jealous, and know that you have to share and
help other people if you want to survive this
world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and
can make it through the toughest times.


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sadly saying.. i went out exactly everyday this week..
in other words.. i can say that i am well occupided..but somehow i still feel a sense of emptiness when i return home..dun noe why..but me did some nice things this week .. which i think is worth doing..they better be..but on other thoughts.. i think i will not mention them in this enry..cos its going to be quite a bore for pple to read.. give u guys a break.. haha..

went out with dai da yesterday.. only the two of us.. dressed up nicely.. haha.. actually wore a skirt.. felt funny.. cos its been a long time since i wore one ..the last time as the tj skirt.. but anyway... we both had many plans.. shooping..singing karaoke.. taking neoprint or cards..go toy-r-us.. buy clothes..we did these and that.. ended our day at olio dome eating cheesecake and drinking hot chocolate and talking about guys.. that was a nice moment.. haha.. until i told dai dai i din like cheese cake very much..but i had persuaded her to order it anyway.. i would feel better this way daidai.. as we said.. we are good friends..so dun need to be ke qi right..well cos u are my good friend.. jus wanna to do wat u like.. dun really need to care about me.. cos when u are happy i am happy ... the way i am not ke qi with my good friends is all different.. for eg for joan.. haha.. that is disagreeing with her very opinion.. of course its often for joking purposes.. but sometimes i get too used to it and become very mean.. as for u .. not being ke qi is making sure u enjoy ur elf and so daidai.. dun feel bad ok?.. cos we dun want to waste precious time like that.. must be happy pple!..of course sometimes i will to do the things like when i go out with my friends.. cos i know there are times someone need to makes the decision.. or else its a misery to be pushing around..and there are pple u can overpower.haha..

another entry... of a bored person.. good day..

my bloggy>uni entry>rosie's blog.>bored

reminiscing>
To recollect and tell of past experiences or events

from:
http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=reminiscing
ok i learn something new everyday...

i just realized that when i turn crazy everytime.. nobody takes me seriously,,

just tidying up my blog..realised that the left hand side is as outdated as my life would be and as messy as my room is now...
time to get more to do stuff to be added.. which just reminds me all the stuff that i have missed.. the piglet movie.. the bungee jump.. ah..dream on...

ok.. me having regrets about my university application..i had put accountacy as my first choice.. have the feeling of backing out now..cos i dun think i will be up to it... more of i dun think i can stand the boring environment of auditing or that boring deskjob of 5 to nine everyday.i can already see that if i were really an accountant..i will either be tearing my hair out or holding a party at my office everyother working day..sob.. was i rash?..too rash about my future... i guess at letting faith do the job..cos i feel to tired to make any decisions for myself..cos they always turn out wrong and then the path which i am suppose to take in the first place reveals itself and then it back to squre one.. a place i do not want to be at first but end up anyway

when i read rosie's blog..whoa.. long time nv go there liao.. all the entrys i never see before except the one right at the bottem.. very chim u know.. wat ever u writting..the rest of u guys ah..yingling and dai and gunni all never update..u all that busy?

me now currently unemployed... haha... i am supposed to be happy.. not really very exciting.. cos it secnd day into being unemployed..and i am bored to death..other then plans that will keep me occupied for this three days.. i wonder what i am i going to do?

hello..i am back!!
although the trip to batu island..a small island of indonesia..which is still bigger in singapore...took three day and two nights... i can tell u..me is totally tired out..going that place is totally more tiring than working at watami...where time fly pass everyday..and before u know it..its the end of the day and it time to go home... but at batu..every destination on our list needs at least an hour's ride on the road..and as u travel deeper into the island alway from civilisation..the road gets so bumpy that u have to grip on to watever is available in the van.. and take care not to sprain your neck..for it is that jerky that u are bumping of your seats every second....and that whole bunch of joss sticks u have to burn at every temple..about twenty plus each time..and that is average for about 5 temples we visit each day..towards the end..me already blur which god or goddess me praying to... just ask for good health for my family ..get a bunch of joss sticks and pray..

this trip to batu really made me realised that singapore is really made up immigrants that have came from afar to singapore to settle and set up families..its always from a third person's point of view when we read in our history textbooks that our ancestors came from china, india, malaysia, indonesia, britain..and so on.. it never occured to me that history was not that far away as though.singapore is indeed a very young country..near to fourty..very young..kept saying this becos through this trip..i was actually brought to my mom's birth place..in this tiny backward island in indonesia..named batu for short..frankly saying..me never knew my mom was born there..but from was i learnt..my grandmother took the whole family over to singapore when my grandfather died and that was about 45 years ago where the island was more backward than anything and there the pple there were anti chinese.. and so my grandmother took her children..i am not sure how many..but i think about 5 and the grandchildren ..took off in a speed boat and came to singapore...illegal or not i dn noe.. but at that time...was there proper customs to go through?...hmmm..but from wat i know..they all just swear in as citzens soon after...and became singaporeans of course....imagine is my grandma did not make the choice to bring the family over...i would not be here... even if i was born..i would most prob be cutting rubber over there...no eduaction..prob be a mother of two kids already..when i told my mom that our grandma had forsight and was wise enough to choose singapore as a place to settle and to provide better eduation for her children.. my mom smiled and said 'had only ur ah ma have been alive to hear wat u just said..'
wat i have also learnt is that all my grandparents..all four of them are from china...true blue chinese i must say i am..my roots..far away in a place i do not know and even if taught to me..i do not know to pronouce the name of the place....of course all these is quite distant from the present...not in terms of only place but time also.. but being a few generations away from someone who u would know to be from far away who come away piao yang guo hai to start a new life... how courageous they must be .
to think that most of our ancestors had roots in other countries and how we are related to them... how is our generation treating the foreign talents who are now coming here to develop their business..

OK.. i know pei yu and shuhan read the blog below will be have big drops of sweat
('_')|||... dun worry.. can always u the kerochan fan i make for u to fan it alway!!
all the best gals!.. Best friends always!!

something terrible happened.. i dun noe whether to call it terrible or not... me nearly forgot my two best frien's birthday!!!..Nearly!!..luckily. i did not..or i would feel guilty like hell man..
one of then is Shuhan.. hehe.. how abt me talk about u gal?..m u are a very sweet person.. totally the opposite of me..very quiet..a thinker..a very calm person.. cannot remember how i spent two years sitting beside u man.. i think i did 90 percent of the talking right?...me really talkative..u know..those dun talk can die one..and when i am lucky and can find a subject of your interest..we can have a good conversion...now thinking of it.. i think the subjects were more of lit and digimon right?..can a lot of my crazy ideas..which u always shake ur head slowly and silently ..
remeber the time i kept want ing to fall asleep in class?... u were like ..hey..wake up!!..and than miss chan will scold me..cos she alway catch me when i nod off.. and my ong as well.. always blaming me for sleeping when the principal walk pass...those were the days...and u were there beside me... listening to all my crazy ideas and seeing me trying to entertain myself when u refuse to respond to me..
remeber that time that i cried..when u refused to talk to me...me was so scared...that was so long ago man...

haha..now for miss bua-ta-han-work-in-scent-shop lady...
miss pei yu!!
know u at netball!...always rolling ur eyes at me for the stupid stuff i say..and saying so much japanese that i picked up some from u..like..arigato..and some bad words which u use to scold me...haha.. peiyu... a super hardworking gal who puts in ten time more effort into school work than i do...very nice gal.. always willing to lend me ur tutorial to refer to...hehe.. me dun noe..u also willing to teach..me always touched that u so nice... dun really have a lot in common and never in the same class..haha..maybe that makes our process of knowing each other more interesting... this gal... aways thinking she will do badly in school...end up top student..dun stress ok gal ... me will always be there to break ur fall.. cos i will be at the bottem waiting... one fine day we go window shop..come out to walk walk or go bookshop..long time nvr come out with u liao.. remember us watching Lord of the rings together? ..haha... and drooling over legolas and his heart-breaking arrow shooting moves?...ah...and our fav pasttime... complaining abt work..life...school ...netball...teachers... stress... results..sianness...our boss...haiz...talk abOut happIER sTUff

Lets Go LOTR exhibit!!!

lastly a song for my two beloved friends..according to the tune of happy birthday!

title : rEAL cOOL
wRItteN bY yUaN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~
I AM GLAD TO KNOW YOU!~
EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT REAL COOL~
BUT THERES A LOT WE BEEN THROUGH~~~~!!! :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~
WANT TO KNOW HOW DO U DO~
I HOPE U HAVE REALLY BEEN GOOD~
OR THERE WILL BE NO PRESENTS FOR U~~!