stuck on my computer moniter is a bookmark that says:

learn to forget the tough times, but never forget wat they taught you.

i always though that the quote was rather meaningful, and tried hard to folow it, but i realised that i seldom did ,, cos i make mistakes as often as i can remember themm..
the another quote i have is
the only disabilily in life is a bad attitude.

i dun think i have one.. its just that the bad attitude emerges once in a while.. all these excuses.. why do i give them to myself?

last friday i wanted to go donate blood, when there was a blood drive in sch.. however apparently after a long heavy week of ssch, the nurse told me that i had too low a blood pressure.. and i couldnt donate blood.. i felt sad.. worse thing.. one week later.. i realised i lost my IC.. terrible. cos the last time i saw it was at the blood donation drive.. sucks.. terrible.. wat do i learn?.. dun try too hard when u noe things are going ur way..

this sem is going to be hard.. projects are getting on my nerves.. i hope to cope, i want to cope, but my spirits are not, my body is not.. getting tired easily.. i feel like a hopless person.. why is everyone in the world coping and i am not.. pple ahve to travel home after sch, and all i have to do is take a shutter bus back hall to only fall into my bed and collapse in tiredness.. lol howe useless.. and of coures not to forget. i can only get assigments taht my roomie have read through.. cos she would give 'some' corrections to make them readerable so my tut will think.. zihui.. u did a good job!.. arhh.. wat is this! cant even do a proper assignment on my own.. i dun always ask her for help.. but i am always grateful she offers.. thanks roomie. really really appreciate it .. even thouhg i do say it to u b4.. just want to tell u so again..

to all my friends.. exams in like less than one months time.. take care.. get plenty of rest yeah.. its a long journey and we need lots of rest to make it though..