yesterday something weird happened.. i did something really really really nice.. so nice.. i wondered why i did it.. and then i felt grumpy for the rest of the night..lol .. or was it the report.. or was it just that the nice thing sucked the happiness out of me and left me feeling really f-ing empty and sian..
we are all humans. we have expectations. u cant say u have none at times.. u can only say that u have the bare minimal... so u are more easily satisfied.. haiz.. i think its the chuied report...

but i guess its real different when u want the person around u to feel happy. special and appreciated. sometimes i think i am pretty weird. i have weird ways of interpreting things. not to mention cynical views of human. we are all selfish creatures.. but there are times when we really want the pple around us to feel so much better with wat we can offer them. its so much easier..
jus a smile will do
jus a grin
jus a look to know that u are happy.
u dun have to think of me yeah
u dun have to worry too much abt me

i will be fine - when i say this.. obviously i am not fine. but the stronger meaning is that i dun want u to worry too much abt me.cos that will make me sad . lol.. i will really be fine.. eventually
women are the most troublesome creatures.. talk abt emotions. u cant find that word in a women's dictionary. cos it cant be defined that easily..



thanks for all the hugs and kisses dear
happy 10days~