its the end of the recess week already!!
but never fear..lol cos its e-learning week! muahaha.. but.. haiz.. it doesnt affect seminars.. or so i think..

its also the time of the month again.. getting all emotional i think.. was watchin Extreme Makeover Home Edition "The Wodfford Family" where the crew makes over a lovely family of 9. One hardworking and kind dad who had to take care of his 8.. yes EIGHT kids singlehandledly when his wife died 4 years ago. THe youngest child was only 12 years old and she had to take up the responsiblilty of being a mom... 8 kids. 4 boys and 4 gals. and they were well behavied kids who were neat and made do with wat they could and have!! i was just so moved that i couldnt stop crying..
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then there is the first episode of ugly betty (pretty like The Devil Wears Prada!)
haiz.. if only i could dl ugly betty and watch it on my comp...lol. as i was watchin the show.. i could understood why millions have loved the show. cos it protrayed the theme of ugliness that was often treated with disgust in the work place. u have to look slick, cool, polished.but no everyone could do that.. i couldnt v well and like betty i felt out of place to. for a while.. i felt like ugly betty. as the show went on.. i though.. would pple only take a deeper look into human character only when they are ugly? i dun know how to put it well in words.. but for quite a long time i do not really believe in dressing to impress cos with that.. pple will only judge ur exterior. why would i want pple to think.. arh she is pretty or arh she can dress well. wouldnt it be better.. in some way or another, i hoped that i wun mind pple saying .. she got no dress sense! and then at least i know these pple are quite shallow..lol.. and if they dun come bother me.. i wun go bother them. cos its the characher u should look at..not her way of dressing!! but pardon me for stepping on my own foot. but i have slowly learnt that dressing well is a form of respect for other pple.. (who defines it anyway?) but then.. think of it this way.. who likes to see ugly stuff.. then u will say.. u are just LAZY.. well yes! i have my arguement and u have urs~
and i was thinking. wat the hell am i going to wear when i get a perm job.. does that mean my t-shirts are going to be trashed? i sincerly hope not..