Chapter XXXIII
DIARY OF SOMEONE GOING THROUGH A GOTHIC PAPER


20 September 2003 - i have no idea wat is happening to me ..i must write how my thoughts and ideas so that they may come in useful in the future. Hopefully while we are on this journey to slay the monster the party will stay strong and work together.

hehe
really glad you all enjoyed my entry
i'm so glad it made me all happy!

now the gothic paper is nearing,
i have no idea where i am heading
down on the journey i go,
to solve some unknown mystery.

its not gonna be at some haunted room,
or some abandon castle set far away
but its gonna be right in our very own school
in the classroom whose atmosphere is ever so grey

be it Jane Eyre and her wimpy cries
or Rochester with his glaring eyes
i will be trying hard make quotes fly
but when i do set down, to see the horror and suspense
i just dun see how they will make sense

is it just me or will there be another person,
who agrees with me that duality is fun.
For how nice is would be, to have a twin
so u can trample on children and run

i got to explore in the hidden room on the third storey
and saw the famous maiden iron oozing out blood onto floor
but i am sure one thing i will never see
is my name in gold on the wall

u see monsters everywhere,
from the nice and innocent like franky,
to the rude and mad ones like bertha and hydey
there are also rich and good looking ones like the marquis
and lets not forget the sweet and charming erl king

but have u ever noticed the most vicious of them all
exist despite seeing the sun everyday
u see them marking our exams and tests
with the blood they sucked out of us,no wonder they look all rosy and gay

beauty and the beast,
alice in wonderland,
snow white plus puss in boots.
and of course our little red riding hood.
all these lovely fairytales carter took
simplily ain't my plate of food
for these happily ever afters are enough
to make one puke

wat is the most horrifying i think in the gothic tradtion
is not of any unexplained suspense or ambiguity
but the existance of your freudian thoughts and feminist ideas
that just complicates all the moral values i had in me


21 september- things are getting complicated, i can smell danger in the air hopefully everything goes where tomorrow. this was wat i found in the drawers..i do not noe who they belong to..but i am sure the mystery will be solved soon..

the bloody papers

the time is now 12 midnight
of which they say is the witching hour
but i just cannot turn out the lights
for tomorrow isthe gothic paper

while i am supposed to be horrified
and shocked by all the blood and gore
i find my sleepy head instead
drooling saliva all over the floor

Dr Jekyll and Mr hyde
Dracula and frankestein
you all are outcasts of the society
often made unkind ..shit this isn't gonna rhyme
i just wanna sleep at this point of time

people really go crazy when they dun get enough sleep
nut one will never be sadistic
until he sees all the worksheets i have to read

if only i can go around sucking blood
and stay imortal forever
and perhaps escape the torture of books in the bloody papers...


September 22

monday it is today
i dun noe wat to say
except i finally finished my prelims
that is after writing two more essays........
and that will be on thursday