Hey blog..yeah..its me again..9 more days to prelims
And I still find myself staring into space while revising…something which should not be happening write now..
There is always stuff bothering me on my mind….things that I should not bother with at this moment.i am sure when I look back on this day in the future..i will hate myself for being so distracted
However..this question popped up on my mind..wat do I want with my life?
I wonder how many pple realize the importance of this qn early before I do..
Cos I relaised that I have not look at the big picture..the future…
Yeah…there are stuff that we are always bothered about by everyday… for me, its trivial stuff like :getting a digital cam, getting a nicer phone , trying the new jap restaurant at tampines safra..getting a good night’s sleep..aavoiding doing tution hw..wat to wear for prom…all these stuff….are they so important to me…now?

They always say..must learn how to prioritize ..and know wat is the most important thing to u in the end, then work your way to it..
Suddenly remembered a workshop I attended in primary school…funny..all memories are coming back now…we were told to write down our goals and aims…and the process that I need to follow in order to reach the goals .i have already forgotten wat were the goals and stuff in wrote.. but I can clearly remember the shock I received from the list of objective I need to pass in order to get to my final goal..watever I was..
The teacher said that everyone should have a goal in their mind, be it a dream, or just a wild ambition, or a humble idea…its better to have one than to be aimless..it would like a blind person treading in space..so wide..full of possibilities, and of course opportunities too. True, u may never reach your goal, but at least along the way, there is a direction which is better than being aimless.

Reach for the moon, for event of u fail, u will fall among the stars..

I am aimless..i admit…no idea wat I wanna do..no idea who I wanna be….