well... my fingers are still crossed abt the NBSFOC... hopefully i dun get in..

in my last entry.. actually said that i dun really like sharing or complaining.. but the next thing i knew i was complaining to a senior xuanming on the phone.. paiseh sia..i guess i was that tired that i just didnt care anymore...but then it was nice talking to u after breaking contact for so long... well hope to see u around~

this week.. i think me having off on all the weekends..I THINK.. hopefully they dun send an sms to tell me togo to work tmw.. me got plans.. at least i think thats a plan.. go wildwildwet with MQ.. why do i have a feeling its going to rain tmw?.. how many more fingers have i got to cross?

but i had two amazingly smooth days yesterday.. maybe i was just lucky..yesterday i woke up at 12 plus for brunch and went out with MQ later in the afternoon with her friend.. on my way home me bought giadarno's dry tech clothes.. two bra top and a sleeveless tank top.. which totaled to 67 bucks.. still cannot believe i did that.. and i purchased the items without thinking more than twice.. was thinking.. it fits.. i need it anyway.. buy it... woah.. could have waited till my birthday.. but i dun think that will be very possible.. cos the sizes would hve ran out by then..or they have new line of clothes.. watever.. excuses excuses.. i used to think that i was the type of gal who was not into retail therapy.. but i guess not... but maybe its not.. cos i dun really feel better getting that stuff.. not that i will be beaming the whole week cos i got the items.. just that i will feel that i feel like spending some money.. and since i am earning some.. i can afford to spend on myself.. wat kind of thoughts are that?.. well since its my own money.. noone should complain except me.. but why should be?.. i dun noe.. just wanna..

today went to pay my phone bill.. amted to a shocking $40.35 .. dun noe wat i have been doing with my phone other than leave it lying around....and then bought a small pouch to protect my mp3player frm all the hard knocks it can get from my keys and pens and phone in my bag.. i suddenly realised..that i dun really shop to relax or anything.. its like pple who cut themselves to feel pain to know that they are alive.. well i jus to slap myself to remind myself who i am.. but know.. me have resort to anther method unknowingly.. siao.. and that spending money.. to buy new stuff.. to own new things.. to know that i am alive.. i am actually shopping for stuff... cos i am actually spending money....

when to the lib just now.. borrowed 3 chinese books and one david eddind book and another nora robert book... dun really noe wat i am doing.. just knoe i am borowing books.. wats the content of the three chinese book?.. compilation of online love stories.. the other two english books?.. how would i knoe.. have not read them yet...but i think i have really been doing things for the sake of doing ..really.. so that i wun be slacking around at home like a pig all day...

i saw a nice sight today when i was cycling to tm.. saw a leaf float down from the tree top.. reminded me of a story where a peasant boy catched a bag of fallen leaves to give to a princess who never smiled to make her smile to win her hand in marriage.. suppositly.. the each leave that has fallen from the tree and is caught will bring the catcher happiness.....

hey rosie.. your book Autobiography of a One-Year-old have mysteriously disappeared from my room.. dun worry.. my brother took it.. have is having much fun reading it really.. he likes the book and is amused by the old macdonald nursery rhyme crime..haha.. he says his gonna post something on his blog abt it or somthing.. can check it out if he ever got to doing it...

well thats all for today.. its back to my bed and teenage romance short stories..