well thats wat i have been thinking aloud about very day when i return home from work.. when i am on the train or at the mrt station.. really.. i dun need pple to rub their nose or give me funny looks.. i noe i stink from all the bK smells.. well i did try to reduce the air pollution by changing into another t-shirt.. but some times it doesnt help.. well pple.. sorry anywayz..

tmw is monday!!!~~
well me so happy cos no need to work tmw!!yeah~ :)..yap just wanted to say that.. cos its been so tiring lately....looking forward to having a break.. its like work and sleep eeryday that i dun noe wat else is happening in my life.. well.. its gets so tired sometimes that i just want to complain really really really loudly.. to some one hear me out hear me shout,hear me complain and hear me cry.. not that i really want to cry out loud.. i figure that i just want the attention .. i need that warm fuzzy feeling that someone is there for me.. but at the same time .. i dun want to open my mouth.. well hopefully someone who can understand me without me saying anything comes along.. i noe i have great friends.. but just cannot bear to just call them up jus to let them listen to my deafening silence.. cos i noe no one likes to hear the other line complaining and speaking like a wimpy person 90 % of the time.. well if i was the person.. i would say like.. hey go get a life.. why bother me with your problems.. maybe thats why i turn to my bloggy.. cos it cannot turn away from me..
fav song now :- 柠檬草的味道
fav line:-
我要的 我现在才懂得
快乐是我的 不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
我要的我现在才懂得
选择是我的 不是你给的
幸福要自己负责

hey but dun worry... me not hinting here .. not that u guys cannot call me and talk or something.. ha.. but my good friends will noe.. when they call.. usually they do most of the talking.. with hey i dun mind a bit.. glad u all wanna let it out on me.. a problem shared is a problem halved.. but for me.. its jus so diff..

me woke up from a dream lately.. meiqiang will understand wat kind of dream is that for she was in a similar one too.. well.. i woke up..in disbelief.. but i guess.. i am glad its over.. it was a dream.. despite how beautiful it was... lets live in reality now