had a quiet off day today...stayed in bed till 11.. woke up to eat br-unch... read rosie'd book and listened to cds unil 3.. called meiqiang on the phone.. chat until dunnoe when.. had nap until 7.. woke up for dinner..bathed.. watch tv until nine.. now at comp...

well.. just have to say its a nice break .. also a day to send all the ntu forms.. throw away the nus pamplets.. clear my table.. read my book.. there is something nice i want to share from the book i got from rosie: Autobiography of a One-year-old

"(the XVI month old kid(go figure how old is that) just woke up in his crib)..i stretch out a foot and encounter the bars. They are hard and unyeiding. But there are spaces between them. I have long thought that in this arrangement of bars and spaces there is a metaphor for life.Whatever we try to achieve in life, there are always bars barring our way. But there are also always spaces. In pessimistic mode, i wallow in the knowledge that the spaces are invariably too small to crawl through..When optimism prevails, i tell myself that there's always a big enough space somewhere. I just have to find it...."

something i figured out recently is that.. there is often no right or wrong in the things that happen in life.. watever be it something we have done to others.. or something pple have done to us.. its just whether we can accept it our not.. and this depends the ruler we just to measure our morals.. and since everyone have different rulers.. we all judge things differently.. and a thing can be sweet and cute to some.. and ugly and disgusting to another.. just becos that kiddo just cannot accept it..well... i would say..
~if u cannot accept it.. leave ur comments to yourself..unless u want to attract the attention of the whole world to u that u cannot accept just another rival matter...
~if u can accept it.. get over with it and get on with ur life...

someone who knows a lot would figure out that there is still out there in the world to discover..
on the other hand.. someone who knows little would not realise wat he have missed out.. but still think he have noes a lot..
so the best things is say.. i dun noe..haha

considering whether to continue the part time job when i start school.. will be only working on fri, sat and sun then.. woah.. wont that be very tiring?... i have no idea wats that gonna be like.. must really see my timetable before i make any decisions.. but my mom seem full approval to that kind of life( which seems to be to be having NO LIFE..)..haiz.. how? she did specifiy.. with that extra allowance of abt 400 a month.. i will probably afford to eat more.. for the daily allowance of 10 dollars will definately leave me hungry for a meal or two.. and then the books i have to buy?.. my bro says that biz books arent going to come cheap...yikes... and then there is going to be the medical check up on thursday.. it just reminds me that school is going to start real soon.... and then the yucky orentiantion.. so shity man... i hope that i will be in a good mood then.. or else i will be so super antisocial.. then pple will see my black face.. then i will have no friends...boo hoo.. and then speaking of friends.. all my good friends.. yes u all... yingling, rosie, daidai, eunice, jas, hami, meiqiang, peiyu.. will not be there....woah... i cannot say that i am really looking forward to a new school year...
but i dun think its gonna be that bad right?.. still got msn... technology .. wonderful..