its 12.43 am now..
i should be sleeping now..really should be sleeping now..why am i writing my bloggie?..cos i am stupid..cos i should really be sleeping now..thats the way i am..

just finished watching the waterboys drama series..really nice show..about a group of boys who are brave enough to chase and achieve their dreams of having a sycho swimming performance.. watching the show made me thought of their teamwork ..all the effort put through to achieve a common goal as well as to show others their ability in achieving wat they believe in. how many people can do that?...very often.. people are discouraged easily and tend to be influenced by other 's opinions..some people are tired of making decisions for themselves..for its too tiring trying to please the whole world and to please oneself...that they end up just conforming to other's ideas and forgoing their own dreams..majority wins...even if u give up ur ideas..nobody knows..some pple will just think that u think the same way as they do... thats sad sometimes..

went with kia dai and joan to sing ktv this afternoon.. was really excited about it..cos i have not got a proper break for a long time..although i had a couple of off days..me really wanted to let my hair down... kia dai was nice enough to ask a couple of us and plan this 'outing' and end up only me and joan can make it..at least the three who would most likely to sing their hearts out could make it. me could only sing from 3.30 to 5.30..for it was not my off day exactly and could just make use of my split shift break to relax a bit..
at the ktv lounge... i am apologetic to joan..pai seh for hogging the mike..and choosing all the songs of SHE and fish leong.. pai seh .. next time we choose more wang fei and wu bai songs and sing together ok?...me really enjoyed myself..except for the rushing around..it could have been better...singing duet with jia dai had produced amazing effects i must say for we kick off quite well... of course kia dai being a regular of the place, need no mic to amplify her beautiful voice..haha.. we all had a great time !!

of course one have to give some take some..going for the karaoke meant another whole in my pocket..lucky will be getting pay soon..and the missing of my regular 3-6 o clock nap at the resturant...thats so sad!!..cos without enough sleep...as pple who know me well enough...i will become extremely temperamental...very moody and grumpy...same when i am hungry... knowing that .. iwas wise enough to keep my mouth shut the rest of the night other then when i am asking for orders...the rest of the time..i could say that i wore a black face around.. a new waiter at the place who do not know me so well very nearly stepped on my tail when he tried to play around and broke two glasses.. sadly.. when he joked that he would disappear from work tmw..without a second thought i told him to go to hell, and that left him in shock...serves him right..

in the coming weekend 2-4 of april me will be going overseas... so take care guys... keep in contact