i dun think i need to say much.. but i am really tired...

rosie.. that is one good question.. when is my free day? i have school on monday and tues and wed and sat and i have work on sun and thurs and fri and i have cce on saturaday...i am feeling so crankly that i want to cry.. dn really want to talk abt it.. but i am remined that when were i was troubled.. i would blog... ya..that would help.. recently i have stopped doing so.. too tired to buzy to blog..
all the affairs that surround me..
school work blk stuff.. work and wsc stuff and sub com stuff.. wat the hell do i think i am doing?.. i sound stressed. yes i noe that.. u dun need to ask me whether i am ok.. most prob i will be after wed.. cos thats when my tuts will be over and all the rubbishly stuff starts....
soooo
i will be fine.. i just want tp shut out loud.. want to cry out loud.. but no strength to do so.. and i dun want to feel yet another emotion of gulit that pple are worried for me.. yes,, i am just tired... u will be too if u sleep at 4 or five at night
i want to have someone to talk to... someone who i noe will not be worried for me even if i am.. a sunshine that will tell me everying will be fine.. unitl tomw of course...and that person will noe that i do not believe him but crap on as usual.. but that is not possible at all.. i dun noe anyone like that.. evven my roomie have her mood.. can u tell me how to find someone who i can cry out to?.. someone who really treats me like a friend?...nothing else.. cos a friend would noe... a problem is a problem unitl u solve it.. not when u whine abt it... watever,,,,ok
pls forgive my moodiness... dun be worried for me. ok?..

i dun want to hurt no body in the first place.. but it seems to me now that wat i did in the first place sets the stage for hurting people.. fine! i will just stop being nice to people! ..

heard something...if the sorry could solve everything.. whats the use of the police...
but really.. i admit gulity to all charges.. for neglecting all my school work and my dear friends as well.. dai.. give me a call ok?...just to talk.. me need to hear u to noe that u are still doing ok.. or wanna meet up?.. i m fine with that too..

i have been getting complains that my room is always full of people.. as the result.. me and my roomie dun really have much time to do hw.. well.. the root of the problem is in us too.. we love visitors.. entertaining them.. feeding them... not just visiors .. just strangers u have have got to known and have grown so close to that they have became great friends and when u dun have any family here.. they become yours and u become theirs.. the care and concern we show for eat other i believe is not abt just meetin gup for dinner or lunch.. but knowing how each other is doing.. not just walking to and fro hall and school everday only.. but knowing that there is a bunch of pple who do care too living in the same block as u.. maybe i sound sick.. cos i am a freshie.. but hey.. i cherish my friends here.. my neigbours and roomie and seniors who are ever so nice.. i mean .. i dun even think i can say i am lucky... i am very fortunate.. just being grateful.. so be it having a movie event.. or a dumpling feast...up coming!!

a nice song to hear for a change.. bring back memories.. remind me of many things as well... can visit my cousin's blog to hear this song

Ernie, "I Don't Want To Live On The Moon"

Well I'd like to visit the moon,
On a rocketship high in the air.
Yes I'd like to visit the moon,
But I don't think I'd like to live there.

Though I'd like to look down
at the Earth from above,
I would miss all the places
and people I love.
So although I might like for one afternoon,
I don't want to live on the moon.

I'd like to travel under the sea,
I could meet all the fish everywhere.
Yes I'd travel under the sea,
But I don't think I'd like to live there.

I might stay for a day there
if I had my wish,
But there's not much to do
when your friends are all fish,
And an oyster and clam aren't real family
So I don't want to live in the sea.

I'd like to visit the jungle,
hear the lions roar,
Go back in time and meet a dinosaur.
There's so many strange places I'd like to be,
but none of them permanently.

So if I should visit the moon,
Well I'll dance on a moonbeam and then,
I will make a wish on a star,
And I'll wish I was home once again.

Though I'd like to look down
at the Earth from above,
I would miss all the places
and people I love.
So although I may go, I'll be coming home soon,
'Cause I don't want to live on the moon.
No I don't want to live on the moon.

i blog.. therefore i am telling wat i think is the truth.. no lah.. just the world from zihui's point of view.. its never correct..so take it to heart too much.. when its not about complaining.. i dun noe wat else is it abt

ok.. i am now in school.. the time now.. 1048.. sunday.. why am here and not at home?.. cos i got so much tut to catch up that i simply cannot just stand there or sleep there and watch the things pile up.. i am trying my best to get myself started... trying.. still trying.. with help from many friends of course.. i started.. still trying to continue..
if u see me on the street.. prob u will say i look real SHAG... really.. my face just reveals everyting...dun even need to try... but worse off.. my face will turn bad by itself.. unknowingly.. me give an angry look when i am actually bored.. ok..
maybe my mind other then having problems remembering names and getting me to do tut.. it cannot control facial features...sian..

sian ah...... wat am i doing.. someone slap me.. hard....

haiz..
i really dun understand... wat am i doing in business.. the bulk of the semimster is doing presentation in grps.. and if u have freaky tutors like mine.. pple who like every qn in ur hw to be presented by diff grps.. sucks man.. i can only ren ming(admit fate).. the thing i hate doing most.. speaking in front of pple.. public speaking.. something that spells F9 to me.. erhhh.. get me out of this place!!.. pple are like telling me.. presentaion only wat... just go up there and crap.. i good at crapping.. but dun noe why i cannot crap in front of pple during presentation leh... cos my mind just run blank and i will just read out what i have on my hands.. provided my hands are still stable enough to hold anything... and the thing is.. the pple in my tut grp/.. all super shen one ..do presentation dun need scrip.. just stand in front and then and say until tou tou shi dao... ( very impressive)...haiz.. and some more they got some is from poly one.. to presentaion stuff.. like chicken feet.. haiz..and me?.. out of abt ten pple presenting that day.. all got speaking or near to communicating..but me got reading...(reading -not good) (speaking- good) (communication- very good)....
ook.. i am just complaining.. be thankful u have not hear me whine yet.. something i have learnt to do recently.. and to my roomie only.. poor thing for her.. and then she just pats me like a puppy.. and even scratch me behind the ears.. haha.. ask her why she does that...

well my BGL.. i think some of u have rubbed off on me.. i am now also a procrastinater..ha.. in like.. seven hours time i have a presentation to do.. i am the sickenng first speaker.. expect the usual zihui.. get-over-and-done with it attitude..haiz.. after leaving it lying around for like the past wk and missing the grp meeting.. i think my grp members are not very happy with me.. haha... so sickening man.

priorities i am following now.. hall activities.. friends..wsc.. school work..
i very much thnk it should be other way around.. i must jia you!!!! and turn my life around!!

haha.. dun think toooo far ok.. the title..just kidding one.. hey.. goiing to be busy today.. cos got so many stuff that my fri and sat have pratically merged together and created a interestinf scene in my life.. lets see.. i have a mkt powerpt presentation on mon.. so suppose to write out the scrip by tonight.. have a rehersal tmw morning.. sounds easy right?.. how abt.. cos got movie event.. later going JP to buy tidbits and drinks?.. and then at abt 7.. got to go to reading rm to overlook the ibg interblock games..and to play as well lar.. and then right after the ibg.. got to prepare for the movie event.. which starts at 11.. and then after 6 hrs of movie screening.. excluding the serving and socailising around and getting pple to pay up. then there will be the clean up and then .. buess by then should be five liao.. then wat?.. bath and sleep by six?.. have mkt lec at 1030. and before the lec have the rehersal for persentation.. and then right affer the lec which ends at 1230.. got to go down to boonlay interchange to meet WsC( a cca i have joined) pple and then the wsc thingy supposely ends at 600..and then go home straight away.. cos i think we are going bukit timah there.. and then that means that i have to pack my bag and clothes to bring home before i leave for JP later...arh... and now is 1126 liao..ha... the funny thing is.. i haven mentioned anything abt hw and readings.. so cool right?.. cos i have thrown then aside.. if i am already sleeping in tuts and lecs(some) i dun think the tut will be surpies is i dun do tut..ha

wat the damn hel am i doing taking business??.. can someone tell me the answer to this qns.. why do there have to be so many presentations?... like every tutorial.. every grp u have to give presentation... and i answer my own qn.. wat am i doing here.. cos i am stupid and i dun take phy or chem so i cannot do anything sciency.. and then i am not in nus taking fass cos my lit can only make it pass the a level standard...
haiz... had a sad day today... i can only say

whenever i thought that i have found that something that will calm me down in times of stress or at least offer a shoulder when i m feeling down .. the next thing i noe.. its gone.. before i even have the chance to even grip it...

hmmm
i dun noe ... i think it becos i slept at 400 last night.. the me today is a quiet one.. one neighbour even tried to guess whether i had cried eariler or was in a sad mood.. well.. maybe in simple terms.. i can just say.. me not really in the best condition now.. trying to join in the fun.. the jokes and crappiness that can come of me naturally once have gone dry all of the sudden...ha.. well.. hopefully its just pms.. or am i just overwhelmed the amt of stuff that need to be done.. once again.. when i can actually decide wat i want to do every second of my life.. and not have my mom breathing down my neck. things seem so different now.. just ' volunteered' myself to be block rep of 45 of hall nine.. and then there is like 3 tut tmw with ine lect right start in the middle and just went of the wsc interview for intellectually disabled (ID).. and then tmw is the start of interblock games..... haha.. so many stuff to do.. i should be excited.. really.. but guess.. me not showing it yet.. i must jia you!!

for pple who have just reading my blog.. ha.. dun worry.. this is just me.. i may sound stressed out at times.. but can u imagine if i dun have an outlet to voice my ideas and crappiness and stuff?.. there wont even be a zihui now.. me prob in woodbridge liao..haha.. its just me..

nothng.. really..
i had these thoughts and i shared it with my roomie and i am greatly heartened that she understood...

it about having control.. having power... which of course gives u responsibilty.. have been thinking about this matter for quite a while now.. but i can never eem to make the sense out of it.. it just so happened that xuemei's father was driving me and my bro back to hostel.. and i was thinking.. why i never took up driving.. one reason was that i knew that if i was the one behind the whell.. i would be a bad driver.. one that would be emotional.. well.. if i see someone speeding pass me above the allowed rate..chances are i would not stop at contiuing my normal legal speed.. well.. dun really noe what i would do.. but one think i noe is that i may be evil and out of anger.. running down pple would not be out of the qns if i am really angry and irrational of course.. well figyre thats wat will happen if i am give power.. or control over something.. the abilty to command the direction of a machine that can help in transportation may just end up to me another killer weapon to me... well it does not stop at driving anyway.. it doesnt even start at driving really...

coming to Uni.. i am pretty amused to the many friend i made in the block i live in... well of course a great some is contributed to my brother.. cos i had got to known his friends as well..and then me got many pretty friendly camp mates and neighbours as well.. and as the result of that.. pple asked me to be the block rep.. partly contrtibuted to knowing my gl who is a block rep as well.. well no big deal really.. but to me.. it seems that BIG.. dun ask me why.. just the name scares me off a bit.. no want no lime light... not that there is going to be a lot.. i hope.. so i am still thinking.. should i go for block supper tmw night?..its then when they will vote for their block rep.. pray i dun get voted... watever...
well to share an incident that happened recently.. having the hall committee gathered in my rrom to talk abt the movie night event we were planning and giving us instrucions to go ahead with the event.. i was truely quite fresked out.. cos maybe the responsibility they entrsted in us or watever stuff.... me never really conmfy with that kind of..'i believe u will go a god job' stuff or ' ok.. the events is in our hands now'...yuck.. thats why when pple come asking me hey.. are u going to run for block rep?.. i usually try to avoid thw qn... am i rude?... i am just not comf...

okokok enough of heavy stuff!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!
yap yap yap!!.. 39 years old liao..haha.. singapore.. cannot really say me a patriotic person.. but i pretty like u for who u are.. well admire u in some way.. cos even when u are small.. and are looked down by many others.. u stood up strong and showed thw world wat u could do!.. believing in ur pple and although they are your only resourses... u all fought hard through crisis after crisis... and although pple say we are a nanny state.. and we listen to watever the govt tell us to do.. the pple are also gradually standing up against the world for themselves and tell the world wat we can do..
as a 19 year old.. i cannot say that singapore have not anything for me.. haha.. other than a very tiring route of education.. which have given me some edge or another over others... i am pretty much contented with my family and friends...

well i miss national day in primary and sec and jc days..!! days we all wore red and white to school.. or even.. red and white ribbons to school.. sing out loud 'where i belong' and 'chan mali chan' n ' we are singapore' and ;stand up for singapore' out loud like primary school kids.. no matter how old we where.. be it that u really love singapore.. but i am glad there is this where everyone in in red and remembers that we are all singaporean... and no matter wat.. we are one pple one nation.. one singapore! :P

no just you.. miss ya guys...too!!
hey rosie.. me missed u lots too!!
during my hall camp two weeks ago.. we had a station where we had to play frisbee... and i was like.. frisbeeeeee!!!!!! of course.. no one could understand why i was so delighted over the plate that could fly.. i was so reminded of our days where we played frisbee where ever we went.. even with teacher.. remember who he is?.. think he was my maths lecturer..haha.. even at the beach.. some seaside.. east coast or pasir ris?.. and even at the notice board beside the canteen,, near the staircase leading to the hall and of course...haha.. behind the audi!!.. where the frisbee even went over to the other side of the wall...ha... it seems like yesterday when we were just sitting at the scope and threatening to play frisbee,... with yingling rolling her eyes at us... and also in front of rm 101 before gp after our pe lessons? was it?... haiz.. wat can i say... maybe we were crazy then. .. but we had our share of fun and i cherish those memories..
.. and then i think a asked a few of my friends.. wat comes after frisbee...haha fris-C!!...

met MQ and zhiwei at ikea yesterday .. that was really the last place i thought i would see them... but really glad to see her there.. how u doing gal?... call u one of these days to chat....

these days.. i have been a bit weird... maybe the enthu thingy is wearing off me and i am actually being my true self now..
i see things i wanna get.. but cannot get my hands on... and i see things that i cannot wait to get rid of .. and they came running into my face... i suddenly realised.. within two weeks.. ten million things have happened... just in a small group of 5 pple.. we have gone from have three outings a week to not even talking to each other the next... one excuse.. we are buzy... but then.. really.. it always seems that pple are starting to tell eac other the truth and are asked to face the truth whether they want to or not... fortunately... i have a real good roomie.. xuemei.. writing this not with the purpose.. but just want to be grateful.. cos .. practically no one noes me like she does around her.. she noes when i am down or moody... she sorts of understand my crappiness and most of my ironic words...ha.. hey xuemei.. i will try to be a better roomie.. for my best roommie! xuemei!

had a peaceful day today..
nothing much... afer lessons had lunch woth nbs og pple and then in the afternoon when jurong point woth xuemei and seksay..bought a lot of goodies and i even bought a pair of pants and a t-shirt at bossini..haha.. and then came back to hall..to find that i kanna fly kite.. no one got with me to wsc tea session.. and then plan to have dinner have my IGL (idiotic GL).. also kanna fly kite.. dunnoe wat.. then me mood became black.. and then who ever came to ask me to be block rep.. me will avoid the qns.. not answering.. not very nice at all..
went the IGL room for a while.. feel quite fei4.. go back room.. went jogging with kanghui..firdt k he run F*ing fast.. then me got ab -cramp..watever,, very pain.. lucky he nice enough to slow down and jog slowly.. thanks kang hui.. went back to room.,, really shag... usually after run should feel really relaxed and shiok..but this time was not.. a bit quizzy.. figure that must be that i did not strectched properly prior to the run.. well.. went to my bro's room a for a while to eat apple.. and he screened i.robot .. and i fell asleep fiteen min into the show.. really.. tired..heaaded down to shower.. and returned to watch the last half an hour.. pretty nice show.. the theme of robots being programmed to protect their creators.. and how they make use of the rules as their excuse is oretty much seems in places like animatrix .. after that.. blogging and chatting with pple and blog and sleep

have not really been a good gal lately..
never do tut.. nvr bring books to tut..
been telling pple off.. like i noe a lot of things.. which in real life is not...
have not been friendly to my classmates,,, been abit tactless.. i think.. getting on pple nevres..and then the pple they so f-ing. intelect,,,,, wtever,,, cannot think liao.. shutting off...

early in the morning.. i am unable to answer any rational qns.. also unable to differentiate which alarm clock is still screaming in my ears.. my poor roomie...now in itlab6.. waiting for lessons to start.. and blogging.. how boring... teacter look pretty young.. hmm gtg...

豆浆油条
曲：林俊杰 | 词：张思尔 | 编：
喝纯白的豆浆 是纯白的浪漫 望着你
可爱脸蛋 和你纯真的模样
我傻傻对你笑 是你忧愁解药 你说我
就像油条 很简单却很美好
我知道 你和我就像是豆浆油条 要一起
吃下去 味道才会是最好 你需要我的傻笑
我需要你的拥抱 爱情就是要这样它才不会淡掉
我知道 有时候 也需要吵吵闹闹 但始终
也知道 只有你对我最好 豆浆离不开油条
让我爱你爱到老 爱情就是要这样它才幸福美好
我知道 都知道 你知道 你都知道 好不好
别偷笑 笑 让我知道(就好)
我喝完热豆浆 却念着还想要 你吃完金黄
油条 爱情又要再发酵

最初的梦想

* 如果骄傲没被现实大海冷冷海啸
又怎回头的要有多努力才走得到远方
如果梦想不曾坠落悬崖前据一方
又怎会晓得执着的人也有隐形翅膀
把眼泪装在心上会看出勇敢的话
可以在疲惫的时光闭上眼睛闻到一种芬芳
就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮
有人边吵着又哼着歌用着轻快的步伐

沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量
我渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀
很放心一路上我们的默契那么长
穿过风又绕个弯心海仍旧像往常一样 *

# 最初的梦想紧握在手上 最想要去的地方
怎能在半路就分合 最初的梦想绝对会到达
实现了整个渴望 才能算到过了天堂 #

你的微笑

喜欢用我的音调 唱出你的味道 这一秒
有种感觉甜蜜的发酵
一百种言语知道 爱有一个声道 才明了

是你眼神传来的暗号 太多的幸福报到 拼凑爱的美妙
笑一笑投入你怀里然后撒娇 不需要别人来教

把爱紧紧抓牢 这一秒 决定拥抱你给的美好
爱情是你独特的味道 在我的心中围绕 别人都不了

只有你知道 因为你 世界不再单调 我的微笑
你明白就很好 你就像月亮绕着轨道 拥抱着地球闪耀

在我的星球 写下惊叹号 有了你世界神魂颠倒
你的微笑 编织了每一个奇妙

me and xuemei .. my beloved roomie cannot really believe ourselves.. but really.. if only i can just as enthu for our studies...but wat we have just done was that we went around our block.. the whole block to give out flyers and and jio pple to come to the event we are organising.. meet almost everyone..haha

for some.. we even introduced their neighbours to them.. haha.. a lot of crap.. but i can say hall nine pple are generelly nice~hope the movie event goes well..

when to my first tut today.. let me tell u abt my teacher.. extremely funny person.. if i did not remember wrongly.. he got his mkt honours , a C when he was 25.. bumped around for 5 years and then after that spent ten years climbiing the coporate ladder and became a CEO of something in the hotel industry and then spent 8 years looking after his new born son and then got his MBA in 2 years.. and have now been teaching for like abt fours years liao..can say that my tut teacher.. mr Seow.. teach me marketing.. pretty funny person.. he speaks dialect throughout half of the lesson and claims to think like an ah beng but speak like an acadamic.. and not the otherwise.. which would have been terrible..

and me?.. me kept quite quite through out the lesson.. and the teacher said.. if u are quiet in the first lesson.. most prob u will be the same through out.. well i dun really noe.. but then.. we had a rather quiet tut this afternoon.. well.. i think i better lie low after all the hype during the camp.. i am a quiet person.. only noisy with pple i noe.. well.. i dun noe wat if life going to be like.. spent the day around campus alone today.. luckily my bro revised the map with me the day before.. or else i would have died... but instead i even managed to rush from tr125 to lt1a for lec in the afternoon and rush back to hall to meet my mom who came to visit.. with out any accident.. yap.. i wish tut could be a little more crazy...

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Henri Nouwen

"People travel to wonder at the height of the mountains, at the huge waves of the seas, at the long course of the rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean, at the circular motion of the stars, and yet they pass by themselves without wondering."

St. Augustine, 354 430

pretty occupied
i am pretty.. tired.. i was little positive a few days befreo.. i wonder how long that postitivness will last.. i am like telling urself... u shuld be happy!.. u got all the freedom u want.. the attention u can get... your space to create ur own life.. and u understand that with great power comes great responsiblility.. when u are really left on your own.. u finally realise the things u can do and also.. the things u have to do also.. i find that every other moment of the day.. i am trying to be organised.. the to-do-list on my mind is never ending and grow ever longer every time i think abt it.. be it abt hostel stuff.. or school work..or giving tution, or going to work.. or just reading my notes and doing the dumb tutorials.. not falling asleep in class.. . stock up on my pantry.. going for a night jog.. or just a swim... pay my bills.. seeing where my next meal some from.. making sure i have enough money.. . meeting up with gals clique.. deciding which cca to join whther to go for their tea session..and last but not least.. the movie event( will further explain..).. and many many other stuff... when i stay at home.. i worry abt the stuff i need to do on the comp.. when i come to school.. its like a never ending journey.. no.. dun worry.. i am still fine.. not stressed or anything.. just a bit overwhelmed.. but i am glad to have a great bunch of friends i have came to known living in hall 9.. and through the hall camp.. everyone is different.. and i remind myself.. everyone is going through abt the same thing as me.. so.. relaz gal.. ..so i am here blogging.. trying to sort out my thoughts..which usually works.. but i just found out.. it just shows me how much stuff i have on my mind...


sea coconut session..
ha.. procrastination... me just returned from my BGL(beloved GL)'s room.. had meet him on msn eariler and he wanted to borrow spoons from me.. but as a nice person.. he offered (with my suggestion..ha) me to join him for his dessert of sea coconut and longan at his room.. in block 47..me live in 45.. but i so hungry and bored sia.. me jioed his neighbours.. my new found good friends jill and imilia to enjoy the sweet desert.. we did not do much.. except por him before eating and suan him after clearing every drop of the soup..haha.. it was nice.. remined me of the three in one desert we had in school .. for one dollar.. sea coconut and longan and something else.. and lime.. hungry speaking of it.. but we are planning another outing to ikea to buy stuff on thurs!.. hope to get something nice there...~

movie event
ok.. u will probaby hear me talk abt this movie event thingy... so i might as well explain it.. it just started as a flag day event.. we got the tins and t-shirt and everyything.. but then.. we just sat in bugis food court and talked abt watching movies.. as the bugis theater did not have the shows timing which we could watch... well.. so we sat down and came up with a brillant plan of organising a hall event .. a movie marthon.. and we got into the details and one of us even msg the jcrc .. the com of the hall to ask.. whether we were allowed to do anything like that..and the president actually replied.. so we came up with the proposal and flyer and were given a go ahead for the project.. unbelieveable.. cos we were just a bunch of freshies.. of course theres a lot more stuff.. but shall not bother u with the details.. so on the coming 13 Aug.. we are holding
a movie screening at the reading room .. with help from the seniors ... really a lot of help.. as they felt heartened that we were so enthu to do somthing for the hall...yap.. one just one stupid f-ing night.. a few pple from the jcrc came into my room.. and scard the freaking hell out of me.. cos all the impt pple in the hall.. seemed to be interested in our funny little project.. and the only thing on my mind was .. wat mess have i got myself into?get me out of here!!?.. well.. i got into a bad mood and talked abt quiting.. suddenly i understood why i felt that way.. i felt saboed.. like u are standing backstage and happily enjoying the darkenss and doing ur work .. and then suddenly pple just pull up the curtains..and u feel so exposed... not that u are doing anything wrong... just that it does not feel at all right that u are in the limelight.... i guess the worse is over... or have they yet to come?.. well like wat i always say.. 'hope for the best... expect the worst'

train ride..
tampines to boonlay...me read though chpt one of my marketing text bk, wrote notes for it.. the first serious stuff i have since A levels...

tution $ food
should i give tution?.. i really think i need the money.. cos i spend too much.. me need to expand my wardrope.. and i recently bough a red converse sling bag.. a birthday present for myself..ha.. excuse...but i bought it.. the work and bch is not really payin much... and i am not eating enough.. need more $ to eat more... sponsorship anyone?

OG STALKERS....remembering everyone!
wat should i say..
we are not good at cheering.. we are the best og..from behind..we seldom lose terribly at games.. even came first at the city hike..but we are quiet!.. so quiet.. that the noisy one became best freshie...me...joke of the year.. laugh all u want..

the pple:
GL: group leaders.. pple who dun really do much.. except talk crap, teach cheers.. bring us around.. try to make us enthu..yap
lawrence: .. name very hard to remember... i know.. wat i must say of him.. quiet and shy and humble .. caring at times.. ha.. and quite dumb sometimes.. recycle his jokes.. our beloved GL!~
yifan: mummy of our og.. always there with her pink water bottle to quence our thirst.. plasters..and games and pretty same amount of crap..thanks to her.. we had a wonderful og outing of iceskating..
tristan: quiet .. usually seem to be deep in though.. very helpful person.. keep our belongings.. looks like a bubbly and sleepy..
rayner: compeitive ..zhuo lu... when bored,, totally shut off.. calls me steveymei mei.. always go around bullying pple when they are blindfolded...
SA: senior attachs.. pple who are no longer freshy.. join us for fun and games when we dun have enough pple.. usually stand at the side and watch us.. take care of us when GLs are busy.. so are nice pple so~
seksay: funny and fun guy.. health consious and black sesame and white sesame champ.. always jioing pple to join wsc...
kanghui: quiet .. have big eyes.. have injured leg but walk faster than any of us..helpful to many gal freshies.. u get the idea...
yixin: .. hmm.. hmmm.... hmmm...hmm..i will try to rmber
huixian: cute gal~ ever caring!.. sporty gal who joins us in games
FRESHIE: US
baojiao: our yu nu~.. wat i always say..how ever she play in the games.. she will still look pretty and neat as ever.. everyone is protective of her.. fragile! be careful! not too many blueblacks pls
peipei: disappeared the last few days.. have not seen her ever since
mary:another quiet one.. but as powerful as me and brave too! crossed the rope bridge with out a wince..
jieying: this gal divides one day's rations into that of 5 days 's meals...during the camp..can crap like anything
zhiwei: ZzZZzzzZ.. wat else?.. oh.. when do we sleep?..
weiliang:slacker.. on and off one..
qingyao: ...quiet man.. but come for the outings~.. everyone attempts to strike conversation with him.. but in vain.. but then he open his mouth.. he shocks everyone..
kevan: the gegao guy who was the only guy who pang se his girl during the ghost walk.. hmmph..ok guy lah.. helpful and sporty too