crazy
posted by crazyyuan
i am quite useless...
i went crazy just now..
i looked for someone to pick a fight
i felt like crying...
i wanted to shout out loud..
i wanted to hit someone
i wanted to whin..
i wanted to just end everything..
all this becos i am not getting wat i want..
i needed a hug..
i did not want to be alone..
i just wanted to be myself for a moment..
i just wanted to let everything come out...
i went crazy just now..
i looked for someone to pick a fight
i felt like crying...
i wanted to shout out loud..
i wanted to hit someone
i wanted to whin..
i wanted to just end everything..
all this becos i am not getting wat i want..
i needed a hug..
i did not want to be alone..
i just wanted to be myself for a moment..
i just wanted to let everything come out...
以前我看到朋友哭 我很羡慕
可是我怎么逗我自己 怎么弄我自己
我的眼泪都流不出
总觉得能够哭的朋友很幸福
能够把满腔的无耐 满腔的痛苦
让泪水带走
最苦是泪水在哽在心头 流不出
就像要爱却不懂得怎么去爱
自己哭过后才明白
流过泪的眼睛 将生命看得更清楚
只有真正懂得付出的人
才懂得何为哭 为何哭
再坚强的心偶尔也会脆弱
心会痛 心也会感动
只有曾经真心付出的人
才懂得何为哭 为何哭
泪水要记得为真心保留
眼泪别白白的流