~6/7/06~
when do u know when things are really not going ur way?
when u want to blog and blogger is down and u have type an entry in a notepad

a few days ago i was simply ethu abt wat i want to get for my collegues when i leave..i was grateful for the guideance they have given me for the past few weeks. i must admit... i had not been the nice quiet gal they had usually expect an intern to be. i was thinking of making something., perhaps even buying special for one or two. in the end i did last night at tm. i could have easily said that i was the poorest intern in the company. and there was only two interns. the lowest paid being in the company. closely followed by the office aunty i think..

there was tt, lynn, kelley, joseph,jas,, constance, alvin, alex, ann nick, virgina, cath, karen... all nice pple. all v kind. and of course yanni. just want to write these names down.. so that i will remember. no money to give presents to all.. make care.. i wonder if they will like.. perhaps make me feel and look like a cheapo.. haiz.


well tmw is shuhui's bdae event. then there is rachel's and then there is yingling and then there is jasmine.. soo many..

and this is something i wanted to do.. so let me get down to doing it.. i am really bored..

pls do not continue reading if u feel tat the time can be spent on more constructive matters..

ABCs of crazyyuan's 21 bdae.


A - achieve better academic results
B - buy less unnecessary stuff
C - candies- less of it
D - do better in interpersonal relationships
E - enjoy time with family and friends
F - say less of the F-ing words
G - grab hold of someone to get married by 30 if still single by then
H - have a simple and good 21st.
I - be myself
J - jog more
K - kick up a fuss when i am feeling lonely
L - love my friends for who they are. no matter wat their faults may be
M - move out of hall and home soon
N - need more $$$$ - pls donate to posb savings acc no:012..
O - outfit - look presentable
P - put my stuff where they belong be neat
Q - quickly make more friends b4 i turn into a monster
R - read more books, learn more, talk less
S - stop being childish, and be sensible
T - take good care of my health and live longer than my parents
U - be grateful to all my friends. no matter who U are
V - vent my anger thru more constructive methods
W - work to earn more money to allow parents to live a good life
X - find the treasure or win toto or big sweep
Y - yield to social expectations
Z - Zzzz less. do more constructive stuff