10/10/03

A WALK I WILL REMEMBER....

i am so glad that this day is finally coming to an end...so sad too...a mixture of feelings i cannot describle. But i want to jot this memory down quick before i forget any of it....

today is last day of school where all years 2 had their farewell concert.
1 hr long it was suppose to be. before the concert,i thought it would be too short, but after the whole thing, i was glad that it only lasted that long. i wouldnt have been able to anything more than that.

throughout the concert, the principal's talk, the student's comments, mr low's song and of course the video and mr tony tan's tribute to the year twos, there wasnt a moment when my tears did not drop uncontrollablely.

the video was short, but reminded me of courage that everyone had to find within themselves to succeed. It sounds so simple, yet is so hard to put actions into such words.

like jia dai, i wished that the lights wouldnt come on after mr tony tan's tribute. For i felt his words were so true, and many of them struck me like lightning.
really, when he reminded that

'the only difference is that u won't be seeing your friends 5 days a week like u always do"

i was deeply shakened, for i could forsee the days ahead to be ones of pulling through the study period alone...
there wouldnt be people to laugh along side with u at a silly mistake made in the mcqs...
there wouldnt be lame jokes from pple like rohai and jia dai to make the lessons less stressful .....
there wouldnt be hanis dancing in class and singing the sars rap, ..
there wouldnt be hamidah making a deeply emotioal donne coments during lit lesson...
there wouldnt be jasmine talking about the latest dress she bought..
there wouldnt be a maggi goh to bitch about during econs lecture..
there wouldnt be a maths lesson to look forward to to craping about rui chong and ah kwan..
there wouldnt be a chance for u to complain to your friends when u just want to vent ur frustration....
there wouldnt be a person who sits besides u silently in class who understands u are in a bad mood ...

all the little things that happens in school everyday in the most special and beautiful class of 3302 will all suddenly come to an end.