Thursday, October 9, 2003
8:26 PM
8:26 PM
posted by crazyyuan
today is thursday. me just realised that for the half of today, i thought it was friday. have been losing track of time these day, dunoe wat is going on, dunnoe wat date it is, but always hovering in my mind, is that the A's are coming.
maybe subconsiously, i am trying not to acknowlege that THE DAY is coming, and i am just living day by day.
woke up from nap this afternoon. paniced in bed for about 10 secs.
trying to remember it was night or day.
trying to figure out whether i was late for school.
trying to figure out whether i have unfinished homework that will get me into trouble for not doing.
the fear and confusion is then often not comforted by the first fact that comes to my mind:
that is THE DAY is not over yet.
looking forward to tomorrow though
maybe subconsiously, i am trying not to acknowlege that THE DAY is coming, and i am just living day by day.
woke up from nap this afternoon. paniced in bed for about 10 secs.
trying to remember it was night or day.
trying to figure out whether i was late for school.
trying to figure out whether i have unfinished homework that will get me into trouble for not doing.
the fear and confusion is then often not comforted by the first fact that comes to my mind:
that is THE DAY is not over yet.
looking forward to tomorrow though
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