Tuesday 30 September.
In about a month’s time, A’s will be starting. Looking at my results, I am only scraping pass my subject, lit, econs and maths. Do I look like a person who is prepared to go into the examination hall to get a minimum score of BBC to get into a local U? I dun think so.

Got back my most of my lit results today, they were not entirely fantastic, nor were they terrible, in some way or another; I felt that I could have done better. I do not understand why I have the tendency to get similar grades for the different grades and papers I take, maybe it just shows how much effort I put into my work. Or maybe it reflects the attitude I have towards all my papers, I allow fate to take me for a ride.

The only thing constant in life is change. Therefore when one stops, one starts to lag behind the moving crowd, falling backwards. Probably the only way to solve the problem is to move on, and not stop there and stay stagnant. I would think of it to be being thrown into the big sea. If u were to just float there and do nothing, u will most prob be swept away by the current into the huge ocean, if u do not even noe how to swim, it is likely for u to drown and die. However, if one at least try to swim in a particular direction, there is still a chance to reach shore. Not every one will be lucky enough to find the correct direction. Some may die of exhaustion in the process, but at least they tried.

me went woodlands library today...saw many nice books...!!
and then received msg from eunice that want to plan to go jogging at east coast or picnic with the others...
hope it works..
my back hurts...i think i am going to peel......

26 sept Friday, 11.11pm

haha, just when I thought my life is coming to a stop, being so bored with nothing to do..i jumped out of seat and cycled to the swimming pool to swim, out of jest and out of anger too, cos I feel fed up of waiting for things to happen…and so began one of the oddest day of my life…

Cycled to the swimming pool….at the entrance, I was dumbfounded at how to enter the pool…was so paiseh..did not even know how to buy the entrance ticket. Lucky got some old life guard around..too embarrassed to ask how to enter, I asked him whether I should get adult or children ticket…haha…now thinking of it, I think that gave me away…but when he asked me for my age and I said I was 18, he did not seem to believe me….and asked me whether I was sure….
Yap…that’s a summary of a pretty stupid day…
Anyway..the swimming pool…so many kids!, which I realized to be all from tampines north pri, all learning to swim…..and me setting a bad example..cos I almost thought I have forgotten how to swim, until I jumped into the pool. Sadly..never see and yandao guys at the pool, even if there was..haiz, also cannot see..cos me never wear specs…

Anyway after swimming for abt 2 hrs plus, me decided to cycle to pasir ris, maybe visit some of my friends there…..so I went to the sun plaza park to take the tampines park connector….siao man..the route was 1680m long..and after the first 1 km, I had to cycle over a bridge..which was horrendously steep and long winded…and I gave up have way up the bridge…..and cycled back. Tried to take another route back, and realized that I was riding in circles around tampines.....reached the outskirts of simei, saw the borders of pasir ris, around sun plaza park, around tpjc, duman sec…all along 400+ blocks……around tm….and ended up in tampines lib…to wait for my friend whom haven gone swimming yet…

26 sept Friday, 10.00am

How fun can life be..
Now me sitting in front of the computer ,munching on dumplings, with SHE blasting out of my speakers and me singing on top of my voice..i think the people downstair are going to complain.
So funny..nothing to do after prelims…
So sad..wanted to swimming..everyone just want to do something else..all not free…maybe not all..since I never ask all….
Arh…sian, if only I live by the beach..then can go ride bike…which reminds me of something I always want to do, ride through the sun plaza park to pasir ris, or ride around Singapore…sick suddenly thought of Chinatown…dun noe why
Funny thing to share…me msg a friend last night to go swimming, she appears to sleep liao, so never reply
This morning before I woke up, the msg me again that she also feel like. And before I even wake up..she go swimming liao..living me at home, dry as a ……straw…whatever…
Sian just played Othello with my computer and drug lord also..with SHE still blasting on my comp…now is天使在唱歌………

Haiz…now is always on my mind……

Oh yah..me recently trying to figure out photoshop 7..anyone know wat is a mask vector..can tell me…

为何时间总是那么急 为何见面却又要分离
难道不能一直守候在一起
一起快乐一起欢笑一起到天明
谁来告诉我 为什么 是你

finally the prelims are OVVEERRR!!!!
can finally relax..but with much regret
cos its all too bad

as i expected..the poem was horrible
diction form and watever.....whose are exactly the same stuff they always say i dun write in the teacher's comment at the end...
hey pple want to go out or not.....

Chapter XXXIII
DIARY OF SOMEONE GOING THROUGH A GOTHIC PAPER


20 September 2003 - i have no idea wat is happening to me ..i must write how my thoughts and ideas so that they may come in useful in the future. Hopefully while we are on this journey to slay the monster the party will stay strong and work together.

hehe
really glad you all enjoyed my entry
i'm so glad it made me all happy!

now the gothic paper is nearing,
i have no idea where i am heading
down on the journey i go,
to solve some unknown mystery.

its not gonna be at some haunted room,
or some abandon castle set far away
but its gonna be right in our very own school
in the classroom whose atmosphere is ever so grey

be it Jane Eyre and her wimpy cries
or Rochester with his glaring eyes
i will be trying hard make quotes fly
but when i do set down, to see the horror and suspense
i just dun see how they will make sense

is it just me or will there be another person,
who agrees with me that duality is fun.
For how nice is would be, to have a twin
so u can trample on children and run

i got to explore in the hidden room on the third storey
and saw the famous maiden iron oozing out blood onto floor
but i am sure one thing i will never see
is my name in gold on the wall

u see monsters everywhere,
from the nice and innocent like franky,
to the rude and mad ones like bertha and hydey
there are also rich and good looking ones like the marquis
and lets not forget the sweet and charming erl king

but have u ever noticed the most vicious of them all
exist despite seeing the sun everyday
u see them marking our exams and tests
with the blood they sucked out of us,no wonder they look all rosy and gay

beauty and the beast,
alice in wonderland,
snow white plus puss in boots.
and of course our little red riding hood.
all these lovely fairytales carter took
simplily ain't my plate of food
for these happily ever afters are enough
to make one puke

wat is the most horrifying i think in the gothic tradtion
is not of any unexplained suspense or ambiguity
but the existance of your freudian thoughts and feminist ideas
that just complicates all the moral values i had in me


21 september- things are getting complicated, i can smell danger in the air hopefully everything goes where tomorrow. this was wat i found in the drawers..i do not noe who they belong to..but i am sure the mystery will be solved soon..

the bloody papers

the time is now 12 midnight
of which they say is the witching hour
but i just cannot turn out the lights
for tomorrow isthe gothic paper

while i am supposed to be horrified
and shocked by all the blood and gore
i find my sleepy head instead
drooling saliva all over the floor

Dr Jekyll and Mr hyde
Dracula and frankestein
you all are outcasts of the society
often made unkind ..shit this isn't gonna rhyme
i just wanna sleep at this point of time

people really go crazy when they dun get enough sleep
nut one will never be sadistic
until he sees all the worksheets i have to read

if only i can go around sucking blood
and stay imortal forever
and perhaps escape the torture of books in the bloody papers...


September 22

monday it is today
i dun noe wat to say
except i finally finished my prelims
that is after writing two more essays........
and that will be on thursday

Of course..i am referring to donne. Actually his poems are nice..except a bit hard to study. I mean … to understand to the extend u are able to write an essay on it..thats way beyond my standard…
But I still enjoy donne occasionally, and not in the ways the teachers would want to to do so too.. anyway here is a poem for u donne


A POEM TO DONNE, DONNE UNDER MY PILLOW

Oh donne oh donne how do you do?
Me have written a poem that is all about u.

Please do not turn in your grave,
And please do not haunt me at night;
For your poems and sonnets have already left me in fright.

Lets begin with your life,
One full of problems,
You are troubled by ideologies of love and religion
But most – by women.

I do not understand thee that well to critise;
But I am sure I will not do the same to u,
Wat u did to Christ.

And so I read the Sunne rising
So full of passion and ego;
I fail to see,
how the sun could stand your face and didn’t go.

True we are all controlled by the rags of time,
But who else is like you,
always telling the sun where to shine.

I am utterly delighted by the undertaking
I am amused at how u made your love sound so interesting,
Be it the colour, the clothes or the skin,
you showed that love could surpass all things.

And then in the canonization, u appeared more knowledgeable than ever
Using conceits like doves and eagles
And even flies and tapers
You showed us even in death
People will not since part forever.

Witty poem you always use,
how you persuade your lovers into doing things she wouldn’t do.
You make it sound so insignificant
Its no wonder she wouldn’t give in to you.

Poor Flea I pity thee,
To be part of this whole rubbish,
wouldn’t it be better?
If he just left u in her bed
To make all the fuss that he wants to make.

You totally amuse me,
With poems like extasie, for I can never understand,
How spiritual love can be.
Not needing the physical body you said,
Which was unessential to our souls,
Which can always float out of ourselves to negotiate
Like ghosts in television shows.

The mixture of souls you desire
To make two into one.
You claim it will make the world a better place,
And free lovers from other wants.

I only like the last stanza
About the guy overhearing
For I really would like to see the expression on his face
When he sees two souls talking

The sonnets u write are really cool
All about death and sins
But have you ever considered
That you are not salvaging anything,
When u are just sitting there are wasting ink.

Take a walk in the twicknam garden and take a good look around
Be fill in by the sights and sounds
But do not be so disillusioned and groan
For being rejected by a faithful women is nothing to complain about

You were once angry and mad
By all the relationships you had.
That does mean you have to be against all the women
And call them mommies posset.

All right all right, I know this is unfair,
But to tell you truthfully ;
This is the least my cares.
My interpretations may be wrong or even nonsensically,
To all the poems you wrote,
But you cannot really blame me,
It was never my favorite book.
I have yet to get to the bottom of everything
Like the teachers said that I should
Perhaps I can start by with his poem
and return the book to where it should – under the pillow.

Arhhh..finnally ..its the night of the first day of prelims.
Had two papers today..in the morning from 8-11 was maths..it was sucky..worse than I expected..
I practiced!! I really did..and i revised the most for this subject and practiced the most…obviously it wasn’t enough…I also dun noe wat to sae liao..when get the maths paper..my mind just blanked out and the only words in my mind was…the paper is going to be difficult (since when tj papers are easy? And did when was my standard good enough to say papers are easy?)..just dun be careless…dun noe whether it’s the psychology of my mind or wat..the paper was hard. I thought I haven practiced enough….but had I practiced more..wat am I gonna do abt other subjects?..now my only hope is to do better in paper 2 so as to even out the score to get at least an a pass…

Haiz..then I was econs..3 essays…the night before I fell asleep before I could even start on my marco…I was so scared that all possibilities of me failing and even repeating my As again poped into my mind. The only option I had was to study after the maths paper and before the econs paper….
That’s the least I ever prepared for econs…and I do not deserve to do well….
People say u have prelims to help u guage your results and spot your weaknesses on where u can improve..i have not studied much for this subject..the end results will only show one weakness : that is I am not disciplined enough to complete my revisions, and I have problems in my time management…I swear I will change before As..i dun want to waste my two years here in TJ just to falling asleep the night before the exams.

The essay paper…I did not do much…only crapped all the way.. the teacher can probably see that I am doing so because all my definitions are wrong.. that was when I attempted to write them…

Tomorrow is gp….then the next day..maths paper two..the day after next..the econs mcq and case study and drq and the on Friday lit paper 1 ..donne and Othello and much ado……

I can only say..hope for the best and expect the worst…and go study..u can do it!

life sucks sometimes really..i really hate to say that..but can i be given more understanding by my mom?
after studying in school for most of the day, my mom says that i have been loitering around outside and does not think i am telling the truth, neither does she think i can actually study outside...yeah...wat is the use of telling the truth when no one believes u? wats the point of being honest to yourself when u live in a world of deception, where everything is just an appearance on the surface and a different matter underneath.

does it matter how truthful are u to yourself?

or is it just an appearance to the people around u , showing how truthful u are to yourself...

a very simple but beautiful song...when will he appear..wat would i say to him when i meet him.....only the future the holds the truth...the thing is..look left look right, look in front..dun ever look back...终有一天 我的谜底会解开


遇见 (电影"向左走向右走"第一主打)

曲：林一峰 | 词：易家扬 | 编：Terence Teo

听见 冬天的离开 我在某年某月 醒过来
我想 我等 我期待 未来却不能因此安排
阴天 傍晚 车窗外 未来有一个人在等待
向左 向右 向前看 爱要拐几个弯才来

我遇见谁 会有怎样的对白 我等的人 他在多远的未来
我听见风 来自地铁和人海 我排着队 拿着爱的号码牌

我往前飞 飞过一片时间海 我们也常在爱情里受伤害
我看着路 梦的入口有点窄 我遇见你是最美的意外
终有一天 我的谜底会解开

Sian arh..i always mess up my blog's structure...like the way i mess up my life...

take a closer look at the lyrics..doesnt it look pretty much metaphysical?..got the moth and flame imagery ....and the spheres....elecation of lover..totally mesmerised by him

Super Star by SHE

笑 就歌颂 一皱眉头就心痛
我没空理会我 只感受你的感受
你要往哪走 把我灵魂也带走
它为你着了魔 留着有什么用

你是电 你是光 你是唯一的神话
我只爱你 You are my super star
你主宰 我崇拜 没有更好的办法
只能爱你 You are my super star

手 不是手 是 温柔的宇宙
我这颗小星球 就在你手中转动
请 看见我 让我有梦可以作
我为你发了疯 你必须奖励我

你是意义 是天是地是神的旨意
除了爱你 没有真理

火 你是火 是我飞蛾的尽头
没想过要逃脱 为什么我要逃脱
谢谢你给我 一段快乐的梦游
如果我忘了我 请帮忙记得我

yo bloggy
me now in school..in the library waiting for the econs makeup to start..
tell u something..i had a nightmare last night, yes another nightmare again..except it is better than the last one...this time, was that i was being chased by freaky talking soft toys..those type in charlie and bride, except they are soft toy..
as they got nearer and nearer to me..my heart pounded faster..and i felt it consiously....i knew that it was a dream and tried to imagine the toy to be soft and cuddlely..but in vain..cos the other side of my brain was wanting to see to react to the terror of being confrontef by a talking softtoy, which was walking closer to harm me..i dun noe how..but it was filled with evil intentions..
ok that was a weird dream..despite the fact i know i was dreaming..

sian 6 days left to prelims..basically i have only started on my maths revision, other subjects are cannot be speacked of.
i just started to panic last night..which was good!!!
yeah..finally...
i was a timetable which i drawn about 2 week ago in which i did not follow at all *slap my face* so i decided to get startd and stop wallowing in my sorrows and wat i cannot accomplish, and stay postitive!
yes..no use just sitting there and sulking..when u can use your time to revise.
me have already set a reward for myself after prelims!! that is to go eat at some jap restr., be it mos, ajishan, genki or the dream jap buffet at safra tampine..i must work hard to make the reward worthwhile!!

i must work hard!!!
i will say this to my self everyday day...it still not too late to start..better late than ever...at least a week ago i was still pondering on the use of me studying...

but i will throw those thoughts away now..like wat ' someone" said

"oh just shutup and start studying.."

to all my friends!!
i know u all can do it..thanks for all the encouragement u all have given me..i have learnt that i must first not give up on myself for there are people who have not given up on me!
Jia You people!!
You all can do it!! All the way for the prelims!!!

haha..this is meee...(for a leo)

Your Most Likeable trait: Generosity, Exhuberance, Born Entertainer
SYMBOL: The Lion (Regal, brave, dominating, sometimes insolent. Possessing nobility and pride.)
Ruling Planet: The Sun
Element: Fire
Dominant Keyword: I WILL.
Magical Birthstone: Ruby (Protects against physical injury & insures faithfulness. It also brings its wearer serenity of mind.)
Special Flowers: Sunflower, Marigold & Gladiolus
Special Colors: Gold & Orange (The magnetic colors of the Sun)
Lucky Numbers: 8 & 9
Lucky Day: Sunday
Part of the body ruled by Leo: Back, Spine and the Heart

feeling lionish tonight..just wanna roar and lie around...


This is meeee..a true blue Leo i think:


Leo is Fire to the core! Fire brings a desire to create, innovate, and lead. The sign radiates mega-confidence.
Of course, the Lion must have an audience. Without applause, what else is there? The fixed motivation adds
self-reliance, a characteristic that works well in leadership positions. Leo is a formative energy, with the ability
to consolidate and stabilize. Fire can rage out of control, so it helps to balance self-confidence with humility! Leo
needs to become a humble but lovable lion. The playfulness associated with Leo can regress to childish demands
for attention, as opposed to healthy recognition and encouragement. Leo benefits by allowing peaceful receptivity
to surface. The mature Leo exudes big, beautiful heart and sheds sunshine on all who care to enjoy this bold spirit.

horoscope for all leos this week...:

Your Horoscope:September 1st - September 7th, 2003
This week's scenario is highlighted by a last minute change of plans. If you feel that your public life has changed drastically, you're probably correct. You may find it difficult to change pace in an emergency. You could feel as if you're walking to the edge of a cliff. Try not to express an overly emotional reaction to people, especially those who are associated with your career. Eventually you'll see the advantage of the new conditions. Uncertainties are part of the growth process. Have secret or quiet conversations with someone on the job to ensure that you're headed in the right direction. Special honor and recognition come your way when you show your concern for friends, groups, or associates. You seem to know exactly what people need and want. The confirmation you get will help you to make decisions about your ability to take care of others. Be sure you don't rescue anyone. Instead, help others to help themselves.

Hey blog..yeah..its me again..9 more days to prelims
And I still find myself staring into space while revising…something which should not be happening write now..
There is always stuff bothering me on my mind….things that I should not bother with at this moment.i am sure when I look back on this day in the future..i will hate myself for being so distracted
However..this question popped up on my mind..wat do I want with my life?
I wonder how many pple realize the importance of this qn early before I do..
Cos I relaised that I have not look at the big picture..the future…
Yeah…there are stuff that we are always bothered about by everyday… for me, its trivial stuff like :getting a digital cam, getting a nicer phone , trying the new jap restaurant at tampines safra..getting a good night’s sleep..aavoiding doing tution hw..wat to wear for prom…all these stuff….are they so important to me…now?

They always say..must learn how to prioritize ..and know wat is the most important thing to u in the end, then work your way to it..
Suddenly remembered a workshop I attended in primary school…funny..all memories are coming back now…we were told to write down our goals and aims…and the process that I need to follow in order to reach the goals .i have already forgotten wat were the goals and stuff in wrote.. but I can clearly remember the shock I received from the list of objective I need to pass in order to get to my final goal..watever I was..
The teacher said that everyone should have a goal in their mind, be it a dream, or just a wild ambition, or a humble idea…its better to have one than to be aimless..it would like a blind person treading in space..so wide..full of possibilities, and of course opportunities too. True, u may never reach your goal, but at least along the way, there is a direction which is better than being aimless.

Reach for the moon, for event of u fail, u will fall among the stars..

I am aimless..i admit…no idea wat I wanna do..no idea who I wanna be….

New template!!
New colour!!!
Old me... thats who u looking for right?

This song is great..its EXACTLY wat ii am feeling now…

会读书
灯 不能熄灭 熬过今夜 就能从书中逃回到 这个世界
我 我不明白 这个年代 怎么还能说 读好书 就会发财 好呆
爱我的爸 疼我的妈 说了那么多 你们明白吗
不是要反抗 只是要你看我不满的地方

读读读读读到书都想吐 好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书 好白痴
你你你你你 只会说你要第一 我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书 会读书
不厉害读书也不一定 就会输
不是想要说我会读书 不在乎 我
只想要 你能清楚 我 我不明白 这个年代
怎么还能说 读好书 就会发财 好呆


Didn’t go to school today..
That means I am trying to study at home..dun really seem to be working…cos I think I am writing my blog now…
I dun noe wat to do!!!
How?
Left…11 days to prelims…things seem so hopeless…
Me trying to do the maths prelim papers at hand..but every other qn seems harder..and econ…trying to do mcqs in the silver tys… and my score hovers around the 20-25 marks out of the 40 qns…cannot even get near 30..sianz.
And my lit…read ying ling and jas’s blog..they all like started much of their lit…me..sad to say..dunnoe wat I am going to do about it….
Donne…I still cannot your poems…can u tuo1 meng4 (appear in my dreams) and tell me all your thought feelings and experience when u were writing these poems…for I have been sleeping with the donne book under my pillow every night liao..does not seem to work…..and the Shakespeare…..wah…I dun think I recollect getting more than 14/25 in any of my essays before loh….i am trying now to read those top essays now..the pple like andy…jeremy…..wonder how they write essays one..always get 20+ results.. I think I am not presenting my points( that is if they are points) clearly enough..some teacher are annoyed when the student beat around the bush in their essays…I think I do more than that..i practically batter the bushes into firewood..


Sian arh…tell thine what to do….
Like the sharp northe and the declining west….
My face appears nowhere in the sight of thee…
For thine have blinded me with beams so reverend, and strong…

Exams..tell me where all past years are
Or who can create a childhood without exams
I noe I have done one braver thing…
Than all the worthies did
That is to reveal thee things that ought be hid

Till age snow wonders that befell thee,
And sweare
No where
Lives a life so confused and sick…

hi blog again!!
It’s the first of September!!!
Finally can go on net liao. Got so much things to say.
Firstly..i just read my last entry…so childish
Next….today is teacher’s day!!! Happy teachers’ day to all teachers I know, including my friends cos they have thought me many stuff too!!like lessons in life, how to be sensitive and not be tacky and so on, and how I can I improve my studies.
You all make be a better person and make me learn new things everyday!!
You all made a difference to my life, and I express my gratitude to u all for teaching me stuff that cannot be found in the academic curriculum, making me a bette person. Haha..and to all teachers in school, thanks guys…..oh shit, I just heard a jay chou song being played on love 97.2…eeee..imagine the aunties listening to the songs….ok.. where was I?, oh yah…me sometimes sleep in class…..is cannot help it one….so excuse me a few times ok? I love most of the lessons…except for the tests…so can u cut down on those?
If one day I were to open a school, I will definitely scrape exams.. yap…and the students must show me wat they learnt thought different methods of expression like drawings , summary, or music..anyway they like.CCAs will be a must must….cos that’s where we learn teamwork and gain leadership qualities.
Yaya..i must be dreaming…open a school?..provided they do not kick me out of school first.
Any way…2 more weeks to exams!!! Arhhh, I was very stressed recently, until about 2 days ago, I decided to take things at my pace.. but I think tht is a bit tooo slow..so…me think that me will start doing the past year papers, see wat I dun noe, make my self panic first than see wat happens.
Its just prelims…if fail wont die…I will just go to hell ..haha
Yap…but very horrigible..me was doing last year maths prelim paper.. everything I dun noe how to do. The paper is so chim, that I dun even know wat method to use to solve the qns, not it is that obvious like in Os…sian must have a lot of thinking, some more must practice…I am thinking its harder to scrape through maths…cost they can really kill us without an effort..but still must put in effort to ‘dui de qi zhi ji’
I watched ‘I not stupid’ the movie last night. I cried….so touching. Could really relate to the feeling of guo bin, the EM3 boy…my tears gushed out when he went to his mother’s bed side with his results of 51/100…he had tried his best…and his mother did not blame him.
Before that he tried to commit suicide because of his poor results..sad…lucky he did not succeed…or it would be terribly tragic. At least his drawings were recognized in the end..but how many of us have such an opportunity?

Ok..lastly end with the lyrics of the song from the movie, which I find very nice:

其实你不是不能,
只是你肯不肯.
给自己多一个机会,
因为我们都是有用的人.

(actually its not that u cannot
its just whether u are willing to make the effort
give yourself a chance
because we are all people of ability)

Hi blog.
It now 1254(300903)
Its been an extremely tired day. Just had birthday party at my brother’s house. He invited many of his friends,and my mom invited many relative.
I ‘enjoyed’ my whole day by the bossing around. From ‘go that the tissue boxes’ ‘help me get the drinks’ ‘to help me take photos’, and stay at the deep fryer and make sure the sotong balls inside doesnt burn’. Ok I admit I am complaining. Cannot help it. I must say it out or I will make myself feel worst with all these bad thoughts inside me. Anyway, thinking of it, it isn’t so bad., just being bossed around for the whole day, out of the many days of my life. Truthfully, u can count on that as being ‘useful around the house’, at least they dun ignore u right?, at least they involve u in doing things, despite knowing that u are disastrous in carrying out stuff.
For example, I was making agar this morning. The liquid solution overflowed, and driped into the well of the stove. Lucky it was agaragar, and it solidify fast enough for me to scoop out the solid version and leave the stove cleaner than ever. Not that such things happen to be often, but I happens everytime I am asked to do something.
So looking on the bright side, I think I didn’t not make much of a fool of my self today in front of so many people.
So why was I so unhappy.
My brother was opening his presents…he receive 6 watches!!
6!!all the nice nice one lor…those brand like addias, timex…elle…..citychain..or something like that. All the strap is the elegant silver one …so nice.
When I saw so many watches, I wanted one too. Yes I am a very greedy person.very greedy I think, cos when I saw so many watches and that they all belonged to him….i cried.
Dun noe why I did it, may be I was greedy, maybe I was jeolous, maybe I was justhappy for him..whiich is true…
But hey wat u gonna do with 6 watches
One nice thing was that before he open the presents, he offered to give me one of the watches..which is not at all possible now, cos they all is guy pattern one, me wear will be like a bangle…haha will look stupid. Ok I dun feel sad now.
Anther thing is…my present (a goofy pillow and a naroto poster) for my brother, I compared them to the watches and other stuff his friends gave him.i was feeling so sad, cos my prezzies looked so cheap…but that doesn’t bother me now! I dun noe why, but I knew I did my best in finding a present.i think he liked it.
Yo bro. if u are reading this blog, dun worry, I am fine, now..still considering on whether to have a 21s party like u…but yours was a good one. Happy birthday on 4/9/03!!!

sis